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i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens
#6794088 - 04/16/07 09:21 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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here it goes again....
7 weeks ago (i think) i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens. i made a brew out of it and annihalated myself.
i am typing this to get confirmation that i am really awake now. can you confirm that you are real and i am not imagining that i am typing this?
i still feel i am in the trip and cant get out. i can create everything i want and then they dissolve. i see things morph and people in the distance disappear. the skyscraper outside has collaped 4 times today and was built back within 5 minutes. i get into loops and this whole life is a loop. in the last 7 weeks orso i am not sure if it is 7 weeks, calendar says so, i got reborn and experienced my life all over 2 times. i think when you die you experience the same life again and again, broken record. when did i die? how is it possible for me to live if i havent eaten or drank in these 7 weeks? i look healthy in the mirror, but i dont look like myself, i look half animal but people dont stare at me, in fact noone seems to realize this state i am in, how cant they? 2 friends visit me once in a few days and they dont know it too but maybe thats because when people are close, everything is normal.
i only hear 1 sound and it is like a neverending symphony but same chord only, no change, with the chatter of daily life in the background. the river is gone and there is a forest now, that cant be, we used to fish there. all plants and trees bow towards me and concrete shines like diamonds. the sun hasnt gone down in 2 days now.
everything is hollow, and i think i created this fake reality i am stuck in. i create the universe every now and then to see where it went wrong and eventhough everything looks beautiful it is all for nothing. i am alone. when i think of my creator to guide me i feel i am my creator which disgusts me. when i took that stuff i ended everything including your lives, you all dont exist, never have and never will. i gave everything the impression they are alive, thinking they exist but you dont. i took away the foundation of this universe and now im stuck. i have typed all this before and it didnt help because i am the only one alive that can read it so why am i doing it again?
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Psy Baba
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794093 - 04/16/07 09:24 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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You need to go seek out some professional help. Yes you are alive. Yes you need to do something about your situation.
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Giblet
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794101 - 04/16/07 09:26 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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wow your tripping balls man. Your still alive though buddy lol
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794104 - 04/16/07 09:27 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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You're alive, I'm really here.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Psy Baba
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: Giblet]
#6794107 - 04/16/07 09:28 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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I suppose you could write EVERYTHING you remember down in specific detail. It will make a great story.
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: Psy Baba]
#6794146 - 04/16/07 09:38 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Damn that's three quarters of Cyans. Why would someone willingly dose that high?
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Psy Baba
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: Newbie]
#6794153 - 04/16/07 09:40 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Wouldn't someone technically just black out, wake up, and not remember anything on a dose like that?
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AlCapwn
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: Newbie]
#6794172 - 04/16/07 09:45 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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For the lulz.
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AroundtheSon
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794174 - 04/16/07 09:45 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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You took too much, too much.
You'll be fine, but lay off the drugs, mmmk?
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flamebolt
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: AlCapwn]
#6794181 - 04/16/07 09:47 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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good luck man
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again
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: Psy Baba]
#6794182 - 04/16/07 09:47 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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i blacked out after being catapulted and i havent woken up yet, it cant be because then things would be normal. i cant believe this all but i know its real, i create it.
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794187 - 04/16/07 09:49 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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maybe this time you won't try to offer us drugs
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flamebolt
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794190 - 04/16/07 09:49 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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you are obviously tripping. when did you consume the mushrooms.
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Psy Baba
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794192 - 04/16/07 09:50 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Everything anyone sees, smells, feels whatever is only a creation and interpretation of your own mind. No two people see the world in exactly the same way. You should in theory snap out of it. Just hang in there, breathe deeply, drink water. You are real, I Am real, Everyone else here is real personified through text.
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MushroomTrip
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794207 - 04/16/07 09:55 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
again said: i blacked out after being catapulted and i havent woken up yet, it cant be because then things would be normal. i cant believe this all but i know its real, i create it.
So I don't get you... you want out of this state or not? You seem scared but you also seem to enjoy it. I guess maybe stay in it a little longer if that's what you need and then get out of it... you will anyways sooner or later. Peace
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again
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: Psy Baba]
#6794209 - 04/16/07 09:56 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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i took it early march, it was a cold windy grey day. today it is sunny and warm, greenish sun has been around 2 days and its huge, it is mid april now. i havent taken anything since. maybe it will all return to normal if i take it again, waiting hasnt worked.
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MushroomTrip
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794254 - 04/16/07 10:07 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Try physical exercise Try eating fruits try drinking water Try taking vitamins Try going out in nature and stay quiet & just breathe
-------------------- All this time I've loved you And never known your face All this time I've missed you And searched this human race Here is true peace Here my heart knows calm Safe in your soul Bathed in your sighs
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John0809
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: MushroomTrip]
#6794274 - 04/16/07 10:14 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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LMAO..lol..hehe
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AlCapwn
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: again]
#6794284 - 04/16/07 10:17 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Look up HPPD, it's fairly common. Especially if you take a high dose like that. Also, try to embrace your new found perception of the world.
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Re: i took 23 grams of dried copelandia cyanescens [Re: AroundtheSon]
#6794287 - 04/16/07 10:18 AM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
AroundtheSon said: You took too much, too much.
is this a fear and loathing quote, when hunter took too much adrenochrome?
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