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QuantumMeltdown
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Cocaine love/hate
#6255913 - 11/06/06 11:33 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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love being high hate coming down. The binges are getting longer but the come downs haven't got worse? What should I expect down the road? Give it a rest for a good long while? Its actually pretty decent and cheap around here is the prob and easier to get then good weed what a damn shame. Hasn't been affecting my functional work like but Im starting to pickup on the warning signs. Anyone have any good advice? Other then just not do it anymore of course I already know that. I find benzo to really helpfull with cravings. But thats just swapping one drug for another. I really should have never tried hard drugs. I really hope it doesn't ruin all the soft ones for me like I'll have to become one of those NA dudes that would suck. I think Im just acting a little paranoid is all. A litte moderation and self control is what I need.
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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sleepy
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when in doubt, stop. if you are thinking it could possibly be a problem, stop before it becomes harder to
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eris
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How is it affecting your financial situation?
It's always fun and games in the beginning, until you start spending on impulse... blowing through thousands, then 10's of thousands and every bit of money you get goes to that shit. Learned it the hard way. It didn't happen fast, but slowly got worse over years and years.
Eventually you could end up always being poor, so much that coming up with $10 is even hard.
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QuantumMeltdown
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Re: Cocaine love/hate [Re: eris]
#6255930 - 11/06/06 11:42 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well I mean Im paying all bills atleast ontime or ahead of time after most my extra money goes towards that and drinking. So yeah I guess It is affecting my financial situation.
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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SirTripAlot
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Coke sucks.....the low is more intense then the high .....in my opinion..............
-------------------- “I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”
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sleepy
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try working out or reading a book or something instead
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NobodyCares
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Just try to focus more on the come-down than the high. That's what helped me kick the temptation to do more when it arose. I always just thought, "Yeah, a line would be nice... but the comedown will be hell."
-------------------- The story goes, or the way that I was told There was a king that always felt too high and then he fell too low And so he called all the wise men to the hall And begged them for a gift to end the rises and the falls But here’s the thing, they came back with a ring It was simple and was plainly unbefitting of a king Engraved in black, it had no front or back But there were words around the band that said Just know: This Too Shall Pass
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Quote:
QuantumMeltdown said: ...A litte moderation and self control is what I need.
The best advice comes from writing stuff out and thinking about it from a different perspective(s).
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