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MOTH
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Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite
#5370810 - 03/06/06 12:58 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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OKay..I'mm...REALLLLY stillo looppy right now, but last night I had te most drugged out experienced EVER.
Okay, Dreamer came over and we went to the park and walked around drinking beers, I took a Xanax.
After awhile, we walk aroudn town, go get some beer, meet up woth some other people and then then we walk back home...go to a star bucks or whatever. Then we walk back home...
Srtart drinking again...I took another xanax. Dreamer Kevin and I are having a blast...evidently, I had a blast too...
I took another xanax. The last thing I remember was letting everyone examine my breasts and then I decided to take Salvia.
I broke through three times after smoking it five times. I woke up this morning and didnt even remember I had smoken it.
This is what I said...Dreamer said I talked a lot, like I was having a conversation with...something...
He said I kept trying to use the Salvia (20x, 10x) again, even after my first breakthrough...like I kept saying I didn't break through ENOUGH I wanted to do it again to break through more...I loved it SO MUCH EVIDENTLY (since I can't remember anything, it's like none of this ever happened)
Here is what he said I said when I was blown away on Salvia....didn't even realize I was saying it..
1. Little men walking green dogs and a lady came into the salon and wanted me to groom her green dogs...he said I started laughing hysterically, like "SURE I'll groom your green dog, hehe"
Second breakthrough: He said it was like I was having a conversation with someone in my head. He said that I told it, "I don't want to make you mad or anything,"
and then later I said while still in the trip, "The shell of the corpse feels natural."
the last breakthrough I murmored: LIttle green particles...and then I said, I love you salvia and I'm never not doing you again. I love you salvia.
What is most disappointing is that I don't remember my breakthroughs or saying ANYTING like that because I was so fucked on XANAX...I Have faint memories but I am so proud of myself for at least going back to Salvia land...I've been scared of it for awhile and I did it three times in one night...and apparently I love Salvia now. I do not think I will have any intense fear about going back againm, which is a blessing of a sort, since I like her personality.
But I feel disconncted...still oloopy and not allthere..and a very vulnerable...liek it really disturbs me that I got so fucked on Xanax and don't remember...to have such a large chunk of memory missing coupled with three from what sounds like intense salvia experiences has left me feel very vulnerable inside...liek I just want to curl in bd with a book and/or cry a little...but everytime I try to cry a little I just can't because I don't regret anything of it. I'm just very worn out...a little sad and vulnerable.
I think I am through with Xanax though...apparently I have a habit of wanting to take more and more of it...dangerous.
I am trying salvia 100% sober in a few days and I can't wait to see how it goes....
Dreamer was so great...damn, just wish I remembered more!
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Corporal Kielbasa
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370815 - 03/06/06 01:00 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Sounds neat
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Corporal Kielbasa]
#5370830 - 03/06/06 01:03 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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I guess...just wanted to share!
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Rono
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370833 - 03/06/06 01:04 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Personally I'd like to hear more about the breast exam...
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goobler
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370836 - 03/06/06 01:05 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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you have an open marrige, don't you?
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coda
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: goobler]
#5370843 - 03/06/06 01:07 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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benzo's + alcohol = instant blackout.
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TM
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370847 - 03/06/06 01:10 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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I don't remember anything in your post after "letting everyone examine my breasts".
j/k
Glad you had fun.
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danlennon3
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: coda]
#5370855 - 03/06/06 01:13 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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xanax is fun but it sure is a gateway drug!
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Silversoul
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: danlennon3]
#5370861 - 03/06/06 01:17 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Xanax is bad, m'kay?
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Silversoul]
#5370864 - 03/06/06 01:19 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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LOLapalooza!
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Rono]
#5370905 - 03/06/06 01:33 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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I've become more open about my breasts lately. The whole "breast removal" thing came up and I decided to see what Dreamer thought of them so I gave him a good and long flash. (Maybe an ass viewing too, I don't REMEMBER)
He didn't mind.
Would you believed I am MUCH MUCH more depressed about the whole "overdoing it on Xanax and alcohol" then I am about a simple boob viewing...who cares about that. I feel like shit today.
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Silversoul
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370913 - 03/06/06 01:35 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
EllemyshShade said: I've become more open about my breasts lately. The whole "breast removal" thing came up and I decided to see what Dreamer thought of them so I gave him a good and long flash. (Maybe an ass viewing too, I don't REMEMBER)
He didn't mind.
Well of course he didn't mind. The question is whether or not your husband minds.
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Silversoul]
#5370947 - 03/06/06 01:43 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
Paradigm said:
Quote:
EllemyshShade said: I've become more open about my breasts lately. The whole "breast removal" thing came up and I decided to see what Dreamer thought of them so I gave him a good and long flash. (Maybe an ass viewing too, I don't REMEMBER)
He didn't mind.
Well of course he didn't mind. The question is whether or not your husband minds.
No, he already knows. Breasts are breasts. Big deal.
In answer to a previous question, yes, we have a much more open relationship then other people I know.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370953 - 03/06/06 01:46 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
EllemyshShade said: In answer to a previous question, yes, we have a much more open relationship then other people I know.
You dirty girl you.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5370977 - 03/06/06 01:53 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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take a nice long hot shower, get into some fresh new cloths, and perhaps go for a walk. Get something to spip on (starbucks or a boba)or even rent a cool movie. Sounds like you had an insane night.
BTW.. did you ever try mesc.? Im planning on trying it soon with some friends.
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5370986 - 03/06/06 01:56 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Only when my inhibitions are out of whack. Then I turn into a troublemaker.
Kevin and Dreamer are used to it though.
Letting someone examine my breasts is at the LOW end of the naughty spectrum for me.
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Toddo]
#5370992 - 03/06/06 01:58 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
Toddo said: take a nice long hot shower, get into some fresh new cloths, and perhaps go for a walk. Get something to spip on (starbucks or a boba)or even rent a cool movie. Sounds like you had an insane night.
BTW.. did you ever try mesc.? Im planning on trying it soon with some friends.
I was going to make my sludge yesterday, but I forgot that Kevin had D&D. I couldn't exactly boil down my cacti for 3-4 hours when there are 3 very straight edge people in the kitchen.
So it'll have to be for another day.
Thanks.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371013 - 03/06/06 02:07 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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haha. Yeah, that might have rose a few eyebrows. If you dont make a trip report, make sure you let me know how it went I bid you good day! Im off till night.
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danlennon3
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Toddo]
#5371041 - 03/06/06 02:18 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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don't look down on yourself because of the whole situation... your not dirty, your not a slut,you didn't do anything immoral... if you stripped naked and had sex with every guy you were with that night, then the story would be different. just another page in the book we call life
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Silversoul]
#5371116 - 03/06/06 02:41 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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haha! Is that randal and 40?
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