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 thedudenj
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#5330061 - 02/22/06 11:16 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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im addicted to tryptamines i know they say that it cant happen but i am i need more manna to life i feel like a vampire or something
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you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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 stemmer
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SOunds like you need a large dose of ayahuasca. That will likely keep you far away from psychedelics for a while.
Its just that it gives you a lot of things to think about, things to sort out.
The stuff is magical if you allow it. Needing more "manna" all the time should loose its appeal if you scare yourself shittless with the power of tryptamines, only to come out of the experience with more knowledge of divine proportions than you even wanted or knew existed.
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Konnrade
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thedudenj said:
im addicted to tryptamines i know they say that it cant happen but i am i need more manna to life i feel like a vampire or something
It's called psychological dependency. Nobody said it wasn't possible for you to think you need them.
Physical dependency is the thing that doesn't happen with psychedellics, and beleive me... whatever you may feel right now is miniscule compared to a physical addiction.
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shriek
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thedudenj said:
im addicted to tryptamines i know they say that it cant happen but i am i need more manna to life i feel like a vampire or something
please describe your addiction.
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thedudenj
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Re: addiction [Re: shriek]
#5330856 - 02/23/06 08:33 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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sigh i just love the mind state over regular one and when the after effects wear off i go back to feeling dead when i take it its like a breath of fresh air and i join the world of the Irving again and i have motivation to do stuff for a couple days but that fades and yes i have had big doses of Hausa next month im gona drink 100g caapi brew eat 3g rue, then 30min later 200mgDMT and 100mg 5-meo then once peaking vap some dmt and 5 meo that experience should leave me happy and alive for a couple weeks maybe im just depressed and crazy and have way to much will power
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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thedudenj
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 Re: addiction [Re: shriek]
#5330859 - 02/23/06 08:33 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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sigh i just love the mind state over regular one and when the after effects wear off i go back to feeling dead when i take it its like a breath of fresh air and i join the world of the Irving again and i have motivation to do stuff for a couple days but that fades and yes i have had big doses of Hausa next month im gona drink 100g caapi brew eat 3g rue, then 30min later 200mgDMT and 100mg 5-meo then once peaking vap some dmt and 5 meo that experience should leave me happy and alive for a couple weeks maybe im just depressed and crazy and have way to much will power over my mind. yeah im like a vampire and thats like my blood or i consume the souls of the living my last girl friend called me a vampire and that i was draining her life during that time i felt the peace tripping gives me so i dunno its really odd maybe im a psyhic vampire and no i dont have fangs or can fly
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
Edited by thedudenj (02/23/06 08:37 AM)
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dedjam
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next month im gona drink 100g caapi brew eat 3g rue, then 30min later 200mgDMT and 100mg 5-meo then once peaking vap some dmt and 5 meo
uh huuuuuh. Who is going to hold the pipe for you?
And since you are apparently trying kill yourself, why don't you just IV it?
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abrad84
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Re: addiction [Re: stemmer]
#5330874 - 02/23/06 08:41 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
stemmer said:
SOunds like you need a large dose of ayahuasca. That will likely keep you far away from psychedelics for a while.
Its just that it gives you a lot of things to think about, things to sort out.
The stuff is magical if you allow it. Needing more "manna" all the time should loose its appeal if you scare yourself shittless with the power of tryptamines, only to come out of the experience with more knowledge of divine proportions than you even wanted or knew existed.
I have to agree, it doesn't sound like you have much respest for there
powerfull drugs and Aya will certainly teach you some.
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shriek
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Quote:
thedudenj said:
yes i have had big doses of Hausa next month im gona drink 100g caapi brew eat 3g rue, then 30min later 200mgDMT and 100mg 5-meo then once peaking vap some dmt and 5 meo that experience should leave me happy and alive for a couple weeks
duh , noone need that much.
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thedudenj
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 Re: addiction [Re: shriek]
#5331204 - 02/23/06 10:53 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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sure there is i want to IV but i havent perfected my extraction yet ha ha i trust me i dont need some one to hold my pipe and yes huasca has taught me many a things
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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shriek
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you want to iv 200mg dmt and 100mg 5meo dmt after full maoi inhabitation? are you trying to prove your from a diffrent planet than the rest of us?
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thedudenj
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Re: addiction [Re: shriek]
#5332554 - 02/23/06 06:26 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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nah i just love tripping is that a crime and dont answer that
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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Kingkole
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maybe your a hard head, when you do the same dose as some else with comparable body structure mind set do you often find the they are feeling it more?
I am a bit of a hard head when it comes to shrooms, or maybe I'm just used to it more than my friends.
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License_to_Chill
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Re: addiction [Re: Kingkole]
#5332590 - 02/23/06 06:38 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yea, I'm stoned as hell and tripped yesterday. This thread is freaking me the hell out. 
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then he gave me a pretzel..."
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thedudenj
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Re: addiction [Re: Kingkole]
#5332595 - 02/23/06 06:40 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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you mean with other poeple they genrally get it more then me i had really strong huasca with a friend she had life flash before eyes i had really light effects its like i can never have enough
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
Edited by thedudenj (02/23/06 06:41 PM)
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gdman
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there is tripping and there is just plain being irresponsible, are you trying to be the first to die of a DMT overdose?
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thedudenj
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Re: addiction [Re: gdman]
#5332665 - 02/23/06 07:01 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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if you think that then you dont wanna know how much panther amanita i have eaten he he or tussin
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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License_to_Chill
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The Shroomery is a very respectable source of psychedelic information. These kinds of threads don't help one bit, when one wants to help educate the public in these matters.
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"I sat on the bus next to God once,
he told me about the true meaning of life...
then he gave me a pretzel..."
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thedudenj
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yeah it doesnt lol we should end it here
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"You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain...""
you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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gdman
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 This thread has been closed.
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Good idea.
Space your trips out more, they'll be more special that way.
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