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desant
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How low can u get??
#21385772 - 03/10/15 06:07 AM (9 years, 21 days ago) |
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Last night had a revelation : i saw a life moment of my friend from her point of view / feeling and i was like damn..... nearly cried how good it felt compare to mine
The truth is i forgot how to breath / live
Ive been in a spiritual slam far too long and the guy upstairs doesnt seem to give a shit
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desant
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21385773 - 03/10/15 06:08 AM (9 years, 21 days ago) |
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back in fucking 2008 i told him i wont last thro this struggle.. let us go, let the just rejoice before they ruin our lives. He said no.
Now all is fucked, now they wash the floor with me, now im fucking expendable to him
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LunarEclipse
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant] 1
#21386018 - 03/10/15 08:05 AM (9 years, 21 days ago) |
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I've been down so long, it looks like up to me.
-------------------- Anxiety is what you make it.
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DividedQuantum
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Been singin' the blues, ever since the world began
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LunarEclipse
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DividedQuantum said: Been singin' the blues, ever since the world began
Take a walk in my shoes, you will relearn the blues.
-------------------- Anxiety is what you make it.
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Chirox
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Its like a contraction of your energy. Usually when you pull away from parts of yourself. Try to balance the upper and lower energies together and it will be a more continuous stream.
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LunarEclipse
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Don't Let It Bring You Down It's Only Castles Burning Just Find Someone Who Is Turning And You Will Come Around - NY
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Universaleyeni
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21390571 - 03/10/15 10:31 PM (9 years, 20 days ago) |
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Quote:
desant said: Ive been in a spiritual slam far too long and the guy upstairs doesnt seem to give a shit
You ARE the guy upstairs
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Shining Cosmos
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Life's fuckin tough man. Your soul is here for a reason to gain a valuable experience on this planet of illusions. Perception is reality..remember that.
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21391145 - 03/11/15 02:27 AM (9 years, 20 days ago) |
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Quote:
desant said: The truth is i forgot how to breath / live
Ive been in a spiritual slam far too long and the guy upstairs doesnt seem to give a shit
You want Jesus / Rama / Krishna / Xenu to literally breathe FOR YOU?
That's a pretty epic approach you've got there.
-------------------- Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it. - Matthew 13:16
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desant
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I fucking TOLD him ( a god form) that i cant handle the upcoming shit. I said let the just rejoice before its too late he said no
And then there was a fuck up couple months later just like i said and he unleashed his fury on me
What an asshole
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Edited by desant (03/11/15 06:10 AM)
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desant
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21391449 - 03/11/15 06:09 AM (9 years, 20 days ago) |
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where is your god now?
Riddick - Pitch Black
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desant
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21391460 - 03/11/15 06:16 AM (9 years, 20 days ago) |
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WTF am i supposed to do now???
All entrances and exists have been sealed.
All i do these days is drink and look at old photographs and listen my music
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desant
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21391490 - 03/11/15 06:41 AM (9 years, 20 days ago) |
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8 years in spiritual slam.. no end in sight
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Re: How low can u get?? [Re: desant]
#21392303 - 03/11/15 11:17 AM (9 years, 20 days ago) |
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Dude your posts make so little sense it's absolutely fascinating
What seems to be your actual problem here?
You've got lungs to breathe with. You've got eyelids to close eyes and follow that breath. You've got legs and arms and things to go out and get whatever you want. Pussy, money, pets, hugs, sports, adrenaline, tripping, the works. The whole blue planet is yours to explore, from the depths of the ocean to the mountain peaks and to fly in the big blue sky.
Now what seems to be the problem? Who do you think will do this breathing and exploration for you? What are you bitching against? I simply don't get it. What are you waiting for?
It's like you're some squirrel sitting on a branch endlessly sighing about the fact that the nuts you really want are on the other tree. You can run, jump, climb, it's all working perfectly, you could get there in 2 minutes flat, but instead of going to that freaking tree and getting to that branch, you're sitting and looking at the distance and sighing, oh poor lil me, and doing I don't know what, telling Shiva to somehow bring the trees closer, because you can't be bothered to walk for 2 minutes.
Why? You've got everything you need. Why pray and do conflicts in your head, when you can just go out there and get the stuff and enjoy it?
-------------------- Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it. - Matthew 13:16
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once in a lifetime
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Walk it off, just walk it off buddy. Trust me, that could help you.
Walk for 25% longer each day, if you commit to something like that, it will get you back to yourself.
Anything can save you, any simple thing among thousands of ways out.
"There are no problems, only solutions," by John Lennon. If you repeat these a hundred thousand times, draw your attention back to it every time you thought of anything else, that could help you.
The paradox is you have to simply feel yourself again, be yourself.
Just do the walking thing, just walk - 10 miles a day if you can down country roads, fields, hills, train tracks
go anywhere safe and beautiful and that will affect your consciousness in a positive way
but sometime you have to come to terms with total self-reliance. this is one of the one laws that you see in every tradition
don't ask anyone for help, don't follow anyone, don't put your fate in anyone's hands but your own -
only when you come to peace with yourself can you come to peace with others.
but if you need help - ask for it, help is always there. . but ask people in real life, man. but don't simply take their energy without changing.
you see - some people give energy to others, and some people take it. we all do some of both and ideally - ideally everyone is fulfilled and this is possible.
this is what spirituality and mystics are saying, is that it is possible, eventually, for everyone to be enlightened - and many of them actually predict it soon, they saw it as very imminent.
anyway - i'm rambling the point is - if you are feeling this way, you might want to change; learn to give energy to others, that is, show that you are concerned about them, and not concerned about yourself.
It can help turn things around like anything.
-------------------- Innocent, Oldfield & Hegerland Julia Delaney, Bothy Band Rasta Girl, Sister Carol Genesis, Jorma K I Wish You Peace, Lawrence Laughing Do Your Thing, Moondog large . . music garden . . veryall peace them hiStarhouse - main Time Traveler's Guide
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sun child
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You shouldn't trust me or respect me or anything, because you don't know me - but you should still be kind to me, the same as I should be kind to you.
You matter, desant, you are loved, but you shouldn't ask for confirmation of that fact on the internet;
I am sensitive, I actually do care a lot about what other people say, even ones I don't know on the internet, but in my life, although sensitivity has made life much more difficult, at least 10 times more difficult, it has still, once I learned to understand it and grow with it, made life that much more rich, beautiful, fulfilling, and vast to me. Literally, if you are more sensitive than others you are taking in more information than others. Like a fly - with their millions of lenses, have a much more visually full world than ours.
Similarly, every human has a slightly different view than the others, but each has certain similarities, and even a connection to nature, which must connect us more than we realize.
Are you sane? Yes, you are sane, and beautiful, and Love.
We are all beautiful manifestations of Love - even a human lost, is still an existence -
an existence of what? What are we?
This is the question that life always comes back to - who am i? or what am I?
Consciousness - life - awareness - light?
Whichever of this - what is the value of life? Of myself?
It is very valuable - all of forms, beings, and life is very valuable and worth maintaining and protecting.
That's all I can really say, I suppose..
-------------------- Innocent, Oldfield & Hegerland Julia Delaney, Bothy Band Rasta Girl, Sister Carol Genesis, Jorma K I Wish You Peace, Lawrence Laughing Do Your Thing, Moondog large . . music garden . . veryall peace them hiStarhouse - main Time Traveler's Guide
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sun child
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Forget that I said you shouldn't -
be free! Do anything!
I don't mind if you say any of these things. It's alright.
-------------------- Innocent, Oldfield & Hegerland Julia Delaney, Bothy Band Rasta Girl, Sister Carol Genesis, Jorma K I Wish You Peace, Lawrence Laughing Do Your Thing, Moondog large . . music garden . . veryall peace them hiStarhouse - main Time Traveler's Guide
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Are you sane? Yes, you are sane, and beautiful, and Love.
And Classy
-------------------- Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it. - Matthew 13:16
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desant
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Quote:
Spacerific said:
Now what seems to be the problem?
in another world another dimension my soul counterpart is locked/jammed
which makes for a number of nasty effects, very heavy effects
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