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OfflineGrowingVines
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Loss of Peace
    #1543566 - 05/12/03 11:01 PM (20 years, 11 months ago)

Evactly about 1 year ago. I found out i was graduateing High School. I was the happiest i have ever been in my life. I started to eat mushrooms very heavily and became at peace with everything. But now, i am loosing the state of mind that i kinda want. Again the choas and Hatred have come back into my mind. I am trying to come back to the peace and tranquility i was in less then a year ago. My life just seem to non-important anymore. I am loosing the battle up the mountain and struggling to find the path on to which i could reach the top. I have lost the drive to meditate. Its been months that i've meditated and or even been extremely happy. Could it be the drugs that are finially catching up? Could it be that i have to woman to show my love to anymore? I am in this lost void and can't seem to see a way out. Any ideas or books to read, i would greatly appresicate that.


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OfflineMurex
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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: GrowingVines]
    #1543603 - 05/12/03 11:10 PM (20 years, 11 months ago)

Society has a way of doing that. You need to be stronger, and hold onto your ways. I have gotten a lot of shit from my mother (who I very much dislike). I have to act like a different person around her, otherwise she would disown me (after knowing my views on everything).

Everything you need is within yourself, anything 'needed' that is external is just something you want. Keep on the path.


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What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?


Edited by Murex (05/12/03 11:12 PM)

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OfflineAdamist
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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: GrowingVines]
    #1543832 - 05/13/03 12:14 AM (20 years, 11 months ago)

Maybe your awakening inner self is starting to tell you that what you thought was important is actually empty and meaningless. Maybe you are realizing that what you thought you wanted was not really what YOU wanted, but what was expected of you by others.


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OfflineGrowingVines
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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: Adamist]
    #1544188 - 05/13/03 02:23 AM (20 years, 11 months ago)

I want to find peace and happyness again. I had it about a year ago but i've lost it since then. So now the searching for enlightenment and tranquility begin again for me.


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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: GrowingVines]
    #1544777 - 05/13/03 10:23 AM (20 years, 11 months ago)

I found a peace within me a few weeks ago, now ive lost it.
I also need it back. It felt really good, and thats what is stopping me, because im doing it for the feeling not for my soul.


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OfflineTheEggman
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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: Sole_Worthy]
    #1545071 - 05/13/03 12:23 PM (20 years, 11 months ago)

the problem here is that most of your inner peaces come through the ingestion of psychedelics. there are other ways to attain a more permanent type of peace (i.e. meditation, yoga, lucid dreaming) that does not go away when the drug leaves your body.


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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: TheEggman]
    #1545130 - 05/13/03 12:43 PM (20 years, 11 months ago)

i agree with murex, society can do that to people.....so why not get away form society?
go for a walk in the woods, sit by a streem. mabey see if you can do some meditating?
sure you 'll have to leave eventully, but you can always come back...
just a thought


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What fun is it in Nirvana while other beings are suffering?

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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: Murex]
    #1545187 - 05/13/03 01:00 PM (20 years, 11 months ago)

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I have to act like a different person around her, otherwise she would disown me (after knowing my views on everything).



the same here man, except i have to act like that to everyone. I have to make them think i am like them and think like them. I have to manfacture an ego, and shit.


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Re: Loss of Peace [Re: johnnyfive]
    #1547163 - 05/14/03 12:52 AM (20 years, 11 months ago)

Manufacturing consent is the name of the game.


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