Posted by walterfegis (09/06/21 10:07 PM)
Walter Here, I've not had any trips lately but life has changed for the better (for the most part).. I can see things that were hidden from my awareness and unfortunately at times can read people way too well. I really want to try DMT but am scared to death from it, because I have no time travelers around me, and doing it by myself is probably waaaaay to crazy.. ... Money and work have never been better but bored with the stagnant lifestyle of comfortability.. makes me feel like life is passing me by... My meeting with the elves told me "life is made for living so get to living." (I only call them elves because Terrance McKenna did..some time they were just a Rubik's cube! True story always evolving and never stagnant..)

Walter




Posted by Hyperborean-Hunger (12/19/20 12:22 PM)
I am wondering that myself about the height / weight. I have not used in 20   years. I am also 6'5 290lbs. Odds are we will need more for our size. However,  you made the right choice. Better to need more than have your 1st experience be your last.
Posted by walterfegis (10/24/20 09:25 PM)
Walter here! I haven't tripped for awhile.. had a micro dose today but didn't notice anything tangible.

I have read many others trips online and see that they are scared from meeting entities and that these things try to scare the shit out of them and often do.

I've never been scared of anything I've seen and some of it is horrific and just laugh and say go away and it works every time.
the one thing that scares me is separation! Man I will cry and cry.. 

I WANT TO SAY ANOTHER THING ( ENTITIES DO NOT LOOK LIKE PEOPLE ALL THE TIME OR ELVES OR ANYTHING THEY CAN BE A COG IN A WHEEL OR A GEAR!)

Psychedelic's gives a person something to think about and relate about their lives and thoughts. Very curious and when someone says there's a 50% chance we live in the matrix believe it.
"Because its true!"

The one question that runs through my mind 24 hours a day now is "Who are you?" over and over.. and I can not answer that.





Posted by walterfegis (04/23/20 02:01 PM)
This is Walter and I love reading your comments, since I posted I've learned a lot and have had 2 trips of different levels in the last few weeks.

First off I am not abusing the mushroom and I show it great respect, I continue learning of all facets of the psilocybin journey and love reading or watching 
peoples trip reports and life changing experiences.

Here's what I did to make the journey easier

I purchased a dehydrator off Amazon and it works like a charm. 
I purchased a coffee grinder from Walmart
I purchased a gelatin capsule maker as well, so simple to use, I would definitely recommend for micro dosing and silica bags (Amazon)

1. I am into my 2nd flush with my two monotubes and they have turned out very nice, I dried them and 
woke up Saturday morning and ate only 3.02 grams dried weighed out on my scale and immediately knew there was going
to be a big difference. I went to my bedroom and for some reason was almost terrified from the come up of not knowing what was going to happen.
I didn't expect this at all and wasn't even planning on tripping from my previous experience I just expected a slight modification to my psyche.
I was kind of drifting in and out of dream state and awakening. The mushrooms dissolved my ego and had the feeling of being one with the universe.
crazy, crazy, crazy..  On the verge of psychosis or bliss , who knows, but I could force myself to remember my name and think what am I doing, where am I.
The colors, geometric shapes, the beings I met were amazing and frightening. I remember meeting this freaky morbish black specter that was going to attack me 
it seemed and I just laughed at him and told him to go away and it did. The trip was pretty good and scary and everything people say when they have taken
their own personal journey.

2. Wife and I decided to take .60 of a gram the next Sunday, why? because that's what the scale said 4 gelatin caps weighed. This was simply amazing we ended up walking about 3-5 miles 
over several hours and the visuals and the colors were simply amazing to me. Her micro dosing adventure didn't even register on the scale but she still came along
for the ride.(what she said anyway) The next day she was super sweet and loving and thought to myself what a wonderful world, thank you Mr. Mushroom.
Anyway, Trees cam to life in the sense that I could see every detail in their makeup, the sky, clouds, a fence post all had vibrant colors and everything was just so beautiful and I was in amazement the 
whole time and couldn't imagine I had been missing this for so long.

I feel there is one last journey and that's the Heroic dose, I'll probably do around 7 grams and report back after that happens.

Walter Fegis
Posted by JeremyHuffnagel (04/21/20 11:31 PM)
I've tripped maybe 10 times in my life nothing less than an 8th... last night my wife and I decided to try out some APE... We heard they were a tad stronger so we only took 2 grams... and it was 10 times more potent than any trip(including acid,) that I've ever had. Here's what we did differently... we didn't fast at all really... we both had huge pastrami sandwiches about 2pm... at 630 we got home and both had a cup of coffee at we've children and planned to do this after we put them to bed. 7pm we both ate a handful of Unpeeled Raw Cacao Beans... and followed another handful of them about 8pm. We then put our children to sleep and weighed out 2 grams of Albino penis envy each
.. we chewed the mushrooms until they disintegrated in our mouths and washed the rest down with a couple cups of water... we were not prepared. Long story short, the trip kicked in about 30-40 minutes later which we didn't expect. Long story short I ended up in avatar land thinking we had survived a world apocalypse. I've never tripped that hard in my life and I've eaten upwards of 14 grams before. 
Posted by Raleigh69 (04/20/20 10:13 AM)
Well my friend, we have a lot in common. Married , Christian background, found Terrance McKenna just turned 50, grew my own for first trip..... 3 trips in, now. First 2 , were 3.5G with a friend, 3rd 5G Alone in silent darkness. All trips were good......but definitely  nothing near what I was expecting. Was specific with my intentions. Wanted to learn, how I can be a better person, things I need to work on, how to better use my talents see the beauty and places others speak of. haven%u2019t had any insights, or lessons like others talk about. Definitely tripped, open eye visuals were great, and I found beauty in things , but I%u2019m not doing this for recreational purposes.
I definitely see a difference in how I look at things now, very much less dualistic, and much more appreciative of nature. Feel free to pm me, if you want to kick ideas off of each other.
Posted by WeebleWobble (04/15/20 06:44 AM)
First off I don't think ego death is something you should seek out right away, and I'm not sure if it's something that ever should be done.  You will achieve more probably by connecting with your higher self.  On a perfect trip, you should feel more like yourself.  More confident, calm, happy in your body. 

But anyway I would recommend getting a food dehydrator and making sure the mushrooms are CRACKER DRY, this way you get an accurate weight.  I would then recommend grinding them up into dust with a coffee grinder to improve digestion and reduce nausea.  This will make them more potent as well.  Mix them with OJ and drink 4 hours after eating.  With powder I would do 2.5 - 3.5 grams until you are sure you want to go above that. With golden teachers I came close to full ego death on 3.6 grams of powder.

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Posted by walterfegis (04/02/20 05:32 PM)
Honestly, I've never had depression and have always have had a very positive outlook on life.
The goal to me was to get an Ego death like Terrance McKenna and all the others I've watched talk about it..
I want to know what is out there, I want to feel the connection with this world and to shed this body and experience
the spirit/hyper space dimension that others talk about. My soul actual yearns for it..
As for pills:
I take Prilosec, which I did not take for 24 hours.
I did take Ambien for awhile but haven't used that for probably 2 months.. 
Just bought a new scale, two different spore suppliers,  I have two monotubs going and BRF Cakes are almost ready for a shotgun
fruiting chamber. 

I've studied /watched this site for awhile and my Grow matches the pics of others that have posted on here.

Thanks for the reply theLubbelow, trust me I will try again.. 

Wife said I was to busy and not meditating and to put all electronic devices away..



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Posted by thelubbelow (04/02/20 03:52 PM)


With that amount you should have tripped heavy, if your dried weight dose was really 5g.  I have one question for you - are you still on, or recently been on, any type of anti-depressant?  I ask because the same exact thing happened to me when I tried a 4.5g dry dose a few months back, and aside from a little upset stomach, absolutely nothing happened.  Turns out certain people (like myself) can't trip on mushrooms cause of the effects the SSRIs have on the brain.  

It gets worse.  So, I weaned myself off both the SSRI and SNRI I was on over a 6 week period, waited another month, then tried again - same dose, same cubes (B ).  Still nothing happened.  Also turns out that even after getting off these things, it can take UP TO 6 months of being off them completely before your brain chemistry resets and can then respond properly to mushrooms.

Other than that, you didn't have cubes or your scale is broken, or something else that I'm not thinking of.  As I said earlier, a dose that size, 234lbs or even 270lbs, after fasting for 10 hours, you should have tripped your socks off.

Let us know.

-thelubbelow