Posted by HyDrOdUrDeN (12/15/22 11:25 PM)
Fear and guilt are the first feelings i get regardless if the trip is good or bad, I grew up in a christian household but as i got older i ditched all that crazy nonsense so everytime i trip i feel like im fighting myself spiritually/mentally
I currently have adopted universal/astrological ideologies, it feels like im fighting my younger christian mind as a child vs now
My younger mind frame critiques who i am today trying to make me feel guilty and ashamed for turning my back on christianity its really fucking twisted
I had a really intense trip years ago to the point where i started having heavy visuals, reality was blinded by 3 feathered aztec faces the first one went from looking downward to picking his head up to look at me then the face shot towards me followed by another 2 faces from the left and right side after that an aztec serpent started slithering by and thats when I panicked 
After years passed I analyzed the trip and thought maybe my ancestors where trying to tell me something but the christian ideologies trapped in my subconscious mind automatically labeled them as demons therefore inflicting fear,guilt and anxiety 
I only smoke weed and occasionally take shrooms to recenter but the last time i ate some I just turned into an emotional rollercoaster and felt like a tweaker shivering but sweating under a hoodie 
Any advice or suggestions to help me with future trips, I would greatly appreciate it thanks for sharing your story and im glad you had the sharp mind to endure that experience  
Posted by EntheogenicSerpent (09/09/18 03:19 PM)
Exceptionally good post my dude. I want to read something about Jung too, soon.
Posted by lessismore (09/06/18 12:33 PM)
Nihilists are dangerous, they deny God .. it might just be a Demon.

THEY deny God too!

Be careful who you give your mind to. There are forces out to enslave man. And they are much smarter than humans.
Lucifer was an angel originally, but cast out from Heaven.