Posted by 4-HO-Gumbo (01/09/23 09:49 PM)
I%u2019m on the same journey. Started on the second of this year, I%u2019m dosing more heavily, but I had lots of heavy lifting to do in there.
Still do, but I%u2019m doing infinitely better and can relate to almost every aspect of your story
Posted by Fuzzbird (07/08/21 12:47 PM)
Thanks man, for sharing. You results are exactly what I'm searching for. I hope that someday I may experience the insight you have gained for myself with or without psilocybin. Bravo on a beautiful approach to life.

Posted by northmn (06/27/20 06:20 AM)
I know your posts are old, but still wanted to thank you for sharing this.  You made a great discovery and i plan on trying microdosing in the near future.  I have a creative block that i need some help breaking thru.  Would it be possible to ask you some questions here on my journey?  I luckily discovered some of your family insights a few years ago.  Thanks again, north
  
Posted by LessonsofYawns (01/23/18 06:45 PM)
SCLUMPED -- My wife knows.  When I had my 12g dried trip and sort of freaked out is when I first exposed her to my taking of mushrooms which was the best thing I ever did, involving her.  At first there was all the traditional pushback of legality, drugs, etc. However, after a year of microdosing she has seen how much better I am as a person and recognized that mushrooms were the turning point in my outlook and engagement in life.  She recently broke down crying from stress and decided to try microdosing and now is less stressed and is able to be in the moments with our daughter more than ever...more to discuss here but safe to say that we are in it together and have unspoken rules on when we microdose.  

When you first have the "awakening" and reflect on your reality for the first time you get megalomania and want to tell the whole world and all those you care about to try it, but that is NOT the way to do it.  You have to wait until someone is looking for help and suppresses their own ego usually due to pain then allowing them to be open to breaking the paradigm of a drug or legality as an indicator of truth for mushrooms.

When you microdose you don't have large pupil dilation.  Once I get to 1g dried is when I can noticeably see pupil dilation but even then it is not like a 5g or 10g dose and in public I rarely get a second thought.  Interestingly, I always look at pupils now when I speak with anyone..I like to play a game on how much people are open to perspectives based on their pupil size, a silly game but can be fun and sometimes insightful on the personality I am speaking with.

I now take 0.25g when I have people based conversations at work like large engagements, presentations, or intimate planned conversations that are happening that day.  When I need to stay at the computer running reports, working excel, or any mathematical work I usually do not take mushrooms before a "no-people" day.  There is more to write here on this but simply I have days that are for the robot me (no mushrooms) and days with work tasks that are geared towards people relationships which are perfect for micro-dosing.

Thanks for posting and go slow.

LessonsofYawns
Posted by Sclumped (01/20/18 09:47 PM)
Hi!

I am new to all of this, i have done couple trips on schrooms.. very interesting!

Your blog post is very intriguing, seeing someone that his life  improved because of Schrooms. Thank you for writting about this. 

Does your wife or friends know that you are taking schrooms? Have people asked you why you pupil expands?

How do you feel when you have to faced your super


I am going to try for a week see how it is, i think .2 is enough like you described. 

Best Regards,

Sclumped
Posted by Carmodycaramel (12/08/17 06:57 PM)
Yes thank you for sharing this, this is great. Hope all is well!
Posted by Mushroom_Master (12/07/17 04:33 PM)
Appreciate your two post, they're good stuff. Thanks for sharing!
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