Posted by
Micromicology
(11/02/17 12:45 AM)
Ya I doubt it was psilo, and if it is it's no 2.5g. I've got a low tolerance to psychs and I've taken 3g and smoked herb (every time) and never got anywhere close to that intense without taking other psychs or dosing much heavier. And I've never heard of anyone selling liquid psilo. I'm with ego questio grow your own or buy local. And anyone can grow anywhere, I've heard of people growing pftek in between 2 5gal buckets in near total darkness. You just have to be innovative, but don't buy shit from the dark web. Only God knows wtf your actually getting.
Posted by
YuppTrees
(03/08/16 10:14 PM)
I don't mind typing it all out, carefully choosing my words also increases my own understanding of the experience.
Posted by
YuppTrees
(03/08/16 10:13 PM)
I know it wasn't the most reliable source, but it's from a website with reviews and he is one of the most prominent vendors on the site and I doubt he would risk selling something bunk because once that happens you lose all credibility on the dark internet.He made posts and posted pictures showing how he makes it out of the mushrooms, so I am fairly confident that it was actually psilocin liquid and not some RC. For most things I use a marquis testing kit. I'm not really in a position to grow my own, but in the future I'd definately consider it,
Posted by
YuppTrees
(03/08/16 10:10 PM)
Although it was scary at the time, I see it as a positive experience now, when smoking for the second time I had the trip report in mind. I only smoked enough to feel the initial effects of the weed the second time, just to test if it really was the culprit, and it probably was. I was really cautious about smoking it and knew that it could happen again, but I had to smoke quite a bit for it to happen the first time, so I figured several hours later and and only 2 hits was probably safe. I did conclude that it definitely did increase the psychedelics, I wasn't seeing waves and kaleidoscopes on the walls before I smoked the second time and I honestly wasn't paying attention to the hallucinations after the first time I smoked, I don't think that the weak hallucinations had anything to do with the dose, I don't seem to hallucinate very much, I definitely didn't when I took LSD, although the mental effects were even stronger than they were this trip. I'm glad you guys like the report. In a couple of weeks I'm gonna be taking MDMA, if I have a profound experience like this (unlikely) I'll be sure to write another good report. I know I didn't actually experience death, but I definitely felt something I have no doubt is similar to death, perhaps death of the consciousness or maybe my mind believed I was dying? If it's true that when you die DMT is released in the brain, it's very possible that my brain believed I was dying and "malfunctioned" believing it was dying, it's just a theory, but I've passed out before, but this was definitely different. This was scarier, set on over a long period of time, and I definitely did not feel the same waking up from passing out versus whatever happened. Even if this is the case, I expect death to feel similar.
Posted by
Ego Questio
(03/08/16 03:56 AM)
Sounds like you went pretty deep there bro. Kudos on holding your shit together so well during the bad time, there's a good chance I'd have flipped out a little there being so messed up.
I can appreciate how desperately you must've wanted to get all this down, and how hard it must've been. I reckon you've done a top-notch job, fair play. I also appreciate the scientific method in testing if the weed was the cause of your break but damn son, you take a risk. Imagine it'd sent you right back into the hole! Also, your a brave sod taking some miscellaneous liquid from the dark web-next time, grow your own!
It makes sense to me how the realisation that you experienced a facsimile of death could, in fact, be reassuring in how inoffensive and peaceful it actually was. Respect, sir. Hope you found what you were looking for. :hatsoff:
Posted by
klhouse
(03/07/16 05:58 PM)
If you can use 'voice to text', it is much easier than typing... or video yourself.
Posted by
Mind-Rip
(03/07/16 12:28 PM)
Yea dude it was the weed. Both drugs lower your blood pressure which explains the ringing and nausea. Good trip report tho