nice report, though I don't agree that jerking off is a sin.  jerking off is normal healthy behavior.

wow thank you for sharing truly a beautiful read: ) my girlfriend and i have had similar experiences with going/creating  places everything she would say to me i would zap there she mentioned somthing about a shower and i told her say something else i hate the shower i felt as if i was in my parents house in thier shower! lol  and with the siblings.... dude same shit i couldnt explain enough to my brother (who i treated like shit ) how sorry i was and how much i loved him.. i ended up buying him some poi and other shit just explaining to him how sorry i was... mushrooms put love in my heart again for everyone.. massive realizations much love :) <3