I had some time dilation/alternate reality experiences on Liberty before - but man, I had to go up to about a thousand of them to get to that stage. With that comes all the emotional baggage and uncertainty of reality. U had that it seems to a large extent here, did you enjoy it? the doubt and worry and the constant psycho evaluation? Personally I don't enjoy the emotional stakes in play on high end doses of Psilocybin. In contrast, I just did a measly 7 gram of dried Amanitas and they totally fucked with my head in respect to time and reality - WITHOUT messing with emotion on any level. I was completely happy and fully aware. Like watching a fun movie before a good nights sleep. I'm pretty sure when I start to up the dosage, Amanitas have a great potential for major headfucking situations but without too much emotional interference. Ever tried them in high doses? (Question -  NOT suggestion)

I'm gonna try a large straw grow soon when I can get the funds together but usually running pretty close to empty financially & it will take a lot longer than ordering a pre colonised cake like last time.
Edited 5/27/2015 3:52 AM

Order? Read around on this site! Its super easy to grow your own shrooms without a "kit"!

Coming up no my next few doses & these are very much ripe with physical sensations & pleasant visuals. I think the fact that I started early on an empty stomach made a big difference, Knew it was best last time & went ahead anyhow. Glad I did either way. Seeing multiple dimensions again but completely aware of my physical time space etc. & feel fully in control. So fucking cooool but at same time worrying about my next fix. Almost out, next flush is gonna take a week or two & next order's gonna take a month. FUCK!!!!!!!!
Edited 5/24/2015 5:30 AM

Interesting. I was truly uncertain what was real & what was my imagination but that alone helped me to come to complete acceptance of everything that frightened me. I'm glad you didn't die!

I want to trip again already! They only wore off 11 hours ago & I spent most of that sleeping. My next kit is going to be muuuch bigger :D I wonder if it's possible to survive on a staple diet of shrooms... Oh well, another 3 down the hatch. Breakfast complete!
Edited 5/23/2015 11:27 PM

the same exact things have happened to me on mushrooms. i felt like i had to put in effort to recollect a memory. sometimes it was really beautiful though, like i remember i could barely remember peoples names, or what i had done earlier that day. but i could seamlesssly recite the Gayatri mantra and that made me really happy. also the ghost thing. i remember that all too well. i sat on my floor and literally believed peramedics have taken my body away and my family had buried it and my friends were trying to forget about me in the best of ways they could. i was stuck in a limbo, but it was all in my mind. something in me knew that even while it was all happening. i think i just needed to face that idea, i wanted to die. and i wanted to live

Yes of course I've heard of a bad trip I've also heard stories of my friends parents taking like 100 hits of acid in one go & eating shrooms from dawn till dusk in mushrooms season so not afraid of dying & especially not afraid of a bad trip. So far my life's been a pretty bad trip! I think a decent trip's usually about 1/8th dry weight. Difference seems to be around 10% dry weight of wet mushrooms so I had about 20 grams dry liek you said. I'm very pleased with my experience & certainly plan to take far more in the future :)))))

Edited 5/23/2015 9:49 PM

Wow. Holy shit dude. 20 grams? Ever hear of a "bad trip"? Be careful... that's one of the highest doses I've heard of someone taking.