" I couldn%u2019t remember what it was like to be sober because I couldn%u2019t remember who or what I was" Reminds me so much of my trip.

I'm sure this mushrooms trip was really intense and strong, waaay more than any of my trips.

But on my first hardcore acid trip (wich was only 1 tab, but good stuff) I had a lot of the same effects you mentioned, like when I was heading towards the bad trip direction I kept trying to remember myself who I was, until I forgot it, all I knew was my name, I had no personification and

''This is where it got really confusing. I tried to think about what it meant to be high but I couldn%u2019t remember what it was like to be sober because I couldn%u2019t remember who or what I was. I tried to think about drinking tequila and the high that it gives you but I convinced myself that it wasn%u2019t true and I was just making it up to try to change the reality I was in at the time.''

I had this exact same feeling!!! I didn't know what sober was anymore, it felt like my whole life I was on acid, everytime I was drunk, it wasn't the drink it was the acid and I didn't even remmember what effect alcohol would do. It's sooo fucking freaky. It's a fucking loop.

And everytime someone asked me ''Yo what are you feeling man''. I just looked at them and mumbled something like ''This is really weird man..'' and zone out again. Hah

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" I will never go this far down the rabbit hole again.' whoa there Pinocchio.  i'm so jealous

You may be right if that is the case. I think maybe I was right on the very edge. Either way, it was a lot farther than I wanted or expected to go....... The visuals were second to none, it was literally blinding and I couldn't tell if I had my eyes open or closed. Amazing!! .... I may have to retract the last statement in my report. I was a little freaked out when I wrote it but looking back, I would love to get to that point again knowing what to expect and going into a meditation like suggested by Caddilac.

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Sounds like an awesome trip! From my understanding though, a level 5 is complete disconnection with reality. To me, it sounds like you were always aware of things that were going on, which sounds more like a 4-4.5. Have you ever used DMT? That should get you to a true 5. Still though, sounds like an awesome trip! 

Amazing trip man. I wonder what the gerbil was feeling through all of that...

What an awesome report! The cool thing about overdosing on shrooms and other psychedelics is that you don't die... well at least not really... you just go on a really powerful, life-altering adventure.

that trip was awesome. being so active like that though made your normal night one of man experiencing the spectrum of man on shrooms in suburbia. one should go for a meditation state at that dose. who knows what one would see.