Hey man sounds very exciting. I just wanted to point out that it sounds like you are more so intuitive than a hypnotist. It is definitely true true that we have access to an array of stimulus of which it sounds like you've become aware of an aspect of it. Focus your attention in sober life towards those doorways and stay focused always. Intuitive people have the tendency to drift off. I know as I am one and I'm sure many shroomerites here are (whether they know it or not :) you'll gain much from focused attention and the radiance of the the love of others.