Waste of a day

Grabed 1/2 ounce, guy told me NOT to take more than 1 gram -1 1/2, anymore and he in in no way responsible for what hapens, I go home open the bag take about 3 grams (lmfao) of stems and caps, and went on the computer to put some Pink f on.Fastest time ever, blah blah i was REEALY triping bad in an hour, I realised it was only getting worse from here so I ate my fingers and chucked in the toilet...I was freaking out and feeling suicidal for no reason, i remember my dad has a 35 glock so I go to fetch it, ny then im really scared and don/t know what to do, I cant roll a joint and calm down cause my fingers are melting and i cant smoke a bowl cause i honestly cant make it to my room, seeking help i go to a chatroom and ask someone what to do, some fucktard told me to drink a glass of milk..so i listented to him..once again it only ot worse from there..Still got 11 or so grams, it whould be a good week, now that iv warmed myself up.What a trip report..