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The pub was getting dry so we went back to my friends place where we smoked hash. About 4 bottle tokes later I was in absolute bliss from the hash. I got really comfotable on the couch and even had a blanket and a pillow. Someone put some Retro music on and at this point I was thinking what a waste the shrooms were...the hash and weed are all I need!
The bottle came around to me again and I declined the offer because I was quite happy. However, my friend insisted I take it. He was trying to temp me into taking another hit by saying how good it was and how much I wanted it. I started playing along with him and put the blanket covers over my head yelling "no more, no more" This joking continued until for no reason I started crying uncontrollably. My friends thought I was laughing..and I was at first, but now I was bawling. I looked up and he was still standing in front of me with the bottle and I started getting scared. The room changed and was really big now and everyone looked strange, it seemed their arms and legs had gotten shorter. I was still crying at this point, "why wasn't this guy leaving me alone? why is he being so mean and making me cry?" was all I was thinking. I was rolling myself into a ball to hide from this guy but he still wouldn't leave me alone.
My friend decided that it was time to take me home. I didn't say bye to anyone because I was too mad and didn't want to speak to them ever again for making me cry. The drive home was bizzare I didn't recognize any streets. Somehow I managed to get into my room and into my bed, this is when I peaked.
My entire room got really big and so did my bed. My body seemed to feel so much smaller. I was too small for this big bed. I closed my eyes and I started to trip harder. My mind took me back into the thoughts and dreams from my childhood. I was dreaming all my childhood dreams over agian. I was rather enjoying it, becuase it had been so long. It was sort of like watching a television rerun from the 80's. It was fun until my mind took me to the thoughts I had when i was a child. I hope I'm not the only one who at one point as a child, felt that my parents were mean and I wanted to run away. But, I'm sure everyone went through this sort of stage at some point in their life. Well, I was reliving it against my will. I started crying again, remembering the times when my dad made me cry as a child. At this point I wanted the trip to end because I didn't want to think about these depressing thoughts anymore. But, it continued all night. All night I felt like I was four-years old again.
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But, I will probably try it again. Maybe the next time I will have a much Happier experience.