This was my first time trying shrooms, I have smoked pot, done Ecstasy a few times, and I've done alot of whippets while stoned, but this experience pushed me way past anything I ever got close to with those other drugs.
This was my first time trying shrooms, I have smoked pot, done Ecstasy a few times, and I've done alot of whippets while stoned, but this experience pushed me way past anything I ever got close to with those other drugs. I took about 3.5 grams, and smoked weed before and during the trip.
They hit me very strong and fast. I felt like my brain had been hijacked and I had no sense of what was real, or how long I had been in this insane world. It was like a filter just got pulled off of they way I looked at the world, and I could see past everything and become totally immersed in this intense energy that everything around me had. I also puked about an hour into them, but I was so disconnected from my body that it didn't bother me at all.
The walls change colors, pulsate, spark with electricity, and vibrate incredibly fast. My sense of reality completely changes every 30 seconds, and I got lost in a billion little worlds inside my on head. I was so confused that I didn't even know why I was breathing, or how to read. I didn't even know what the concept of reading was. I didn't know why I had a body, and I asked questions non-stop.
Then I went outside to a fire we had going, and I got so lost looking at the sky that I really felt like I had left my body, and was flying around through space. I felt like I could feel, move, and touch objects with my mind, and I could sense the world around me without using my eyes, because I had learned to feel the energy inside everything.
Listening to music was almost too intense, it was like each song would pull you into a new world, the only feeling I can compare it to is skydiving, all you can do is hope to hold on for the ride when you get pushed out of the plane. I had no sense of time or reality, anything that happened could have been 0.5 seconds, or 100 years. Doing whippets actually made me feel more sober, it kind of reminded me that there is a real physical world outside of my head.
I also felt like there was a higher power I had found, some type of god entity, but instead of being nice or enlightening, he just messed with me and laughed. It was if my whole universe was contained in the room I was in, and was being shaken and changed by this powerful entity. It was kind of scary and in your face non-stop. Mushrooms aren't here to make you feel relaxed and happy like weed or Ecstasy... they are here to rip your reality away from you and leave you to deal with it in any way you can. It really feels like a journey, and you have to make a huge effort to not fall into a sense of fear or being overpowered by your emotions.
I also laughed at things for no reason, talked to the walls in my house, saw all kinds of morphing objects, and did a ton of other crazy things. Overall it gave me a new way to look at the world that I can't forget, and has given me new perspective in my life. I never had any idea that a drug could be this strong, was the weirdest craziest night of my life, nothing else even comes close. Was bit scary and intense at times, but awesome overall.