bad trip

the first time i did mushrooms i had one of the worst expierences in my life so far.i thought i could handle it but i coudnt.i only hate 1.5 grams but drank half a gallon of orange juice.it kicked in about 20 minutes later and my friend who ate 3.8 grams and this was his second time.at first we thought this was the best thing but then my friend started hallucinating way bad and he had a bad trip. now i was watching him throw up and start crying.i then fell into a bad trip and it seemed like i was never gonna be sober again. i was scared, time didnt matter and i suddenly felt very depressed and it seemed like i wasnt even a person anymore.i wanted to kill myself.it lasted 6 hours and i when i was sober i decided just to stick with pot.