9:48 Here goes! starts on first gram. jesus, these things taste disgusting! 9:57 Finish first gram. second? hell yah. start second gram 10:02 finish off second gram. this had better be good. 10:07 swallow all of it. - whoa. somethings not right. - mild nausea - im tired. I'll sleep till it starts working. 10:13 Nothing but upset stomach. maybe this wont work after all. cheap ass drugs.
-still tired, burning out from weed earlier. -something seems not right.. but what? 10:22 my watch is beeping somewhere. wait. or was it? did you just think it was beeping? 10:25 little things are freaking me out. just things out of the corner of your eye. -Holy god, that shadow just tried to eat me! it backed off now. bitch. -OMG! theres a spider on the wall! -i spray it with bugspray. shit, now i'll be worried about that all night. 10:29 things are moving when you dont pay attention to them. what a trip. 10:31 am watching closet door. holy fuck! all of the sudden it starts melting and dripping off! -whats left underneath is breathing! holy fucking jesus! -maybe this wasnt a good idea. -i feel tired, but i cant close my eyes. i just stare at that fucking closet. 10:35 I look at the floor. its breathing too! -gah! im so tired. i have to sleep or i'll die. 10:37 open eyes. my closet door has swelled really close to my face. -I panic and bury myself in blankets. 10:48 Am getting used to the closet being alive. its kinda cool really. They're swirling now. 10:49 am watching my blanket now. -Bam! feels like my head just got hit by a sledgehammer. FLash of green light. I look at my blanket. omg! the blanket is made up of thousands of tiny green sheep! -i get hit with invisable sledgehammer again. everything goes blurry and is green. 10:50 -My pen goes right through the book now. Its not solid any more, it just goes through! what the hell is wrong with me? 10:52 -energy burst. -oh wow. i can see the fourth dimension. its underneath the melted closet. -seems to be skipping frames, but i guess thats because its very hard to see the fourth dimension. 10:54 - Look at the kitten on my calander. Its face starts morphing and melting. Im not expecting this and its god damned freaky as hell, so i panic and bury myself in blankets. i want to go into a corner, but thats where the spider is so im trapped and vulnerable. this is too weird. that poor kitten.
this is too trippy. i cant write anymore. close my eyes and try to sleep. 11:03 -my music suddenly sounds like high pitched bagpipes. that is not right! 11:05 -door frame is moving and swaying. -shadows are changing shape. they're trying to sneak up on me, i know they are. -were off the edge of the map now. you cant trust anything, its been hiding all this time, but now i can see it all. i must be on constant alert. 12:01 Its all a trap! I can see whats going on, but cant do anything about it. Its like watching a movie you've seen 100 times. except its you.
-felt almost normal for a second.... -dont move!!
-who is the dragon? he's talking to me. i know he's important, but who is he? -Theres a pink snake around here too. It has hearts for eyes. what's up with that?
-did someone leave the tv on? -No jackass, you're just reading peoples minds. you can hear their thoughts, but not clear enough to understand. 12:06 detatched from reality. im all alone.
-space out. -am tired again. 12:23 sweet jesus, my pupils are huge! I cant recognize myself in the mirror. this is an overwhelming feeling.
-i get up and do my makeup.
-I can hear my music, but it doesnt makes no sense, but i listen all the same. 12:28 very awake! - If i close my eyes I can see bear claw marks. is this bad?
-theres some weird little miniature hamster things on me. got dammit, get off! i go to hit them off me, but they run away first. maybe their siberian dwarf hamsters. thast about the right size.
-moron, you know none of this is real, right?
-space out for rest of night n/a am talking to eric. wait... eric? hello? holy shit, i'm alone. n/a is it storming outside or is it just me? n/a am in art class. matt steele looks rather stoned today. I wonder if he is? I ask him, but i dont remember what he says. I go and talk to josh for awhile. then i have to get to work. were doing 3pt perspective.
-wait, this isnt the art room.
-why am i in my own drawing?
-why is josh and matt in my art class.
-were you just talking? No, you were just thinking it. right? no. your in class.
-what the hell. -moron, you're still in your house! n/a -theres an elephant in my head. i think its pink too! how steriotypical. ah! if i dont open my eyes it will crush my head! -wake up. 8:17am things arent moving anymore, but this isnt real yet. No way i can talk to mom. Just sit you ass here and chill. watch the closet, see if its back to 3 dimensions.