one with nature

i have done mushrooms lots of times before this but never before have i ever felt anything like this. ate about 7 grams of dried mushrooms and while waiting for them to kick in i took a shower it felt like the water was washing all the negative energy away from me. when i got out i went in my bedroom and got in my bed, thats when i had so many rushing thoughts going into my head and things were coming out my ceiling and my lights started changing color then a blob fell out my celing started changing clolr and shap until it was a pink elephant.

thats when i decided i needded to calm down and went outside smoked a cigar and a couple of joints i went back inside and i felt like i understood everything and we all have a higher purpose in life then i realized that everything in life comes and goes from mother nature and it felt awesume to feel such understanding and serenity that when i close my eyes and saw a lady she was talking to me and said my name , i then opend my eyes and she was was stil standind there right in the middle of room. i spent the rest of the night tripping and hearing music that actually wasnt playing.
after that trip i feel like a new person with a new understanding to the world and i feel this is what i was waiting for from mushrooms