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Literally lost my mind in Amsterdam

I would consider myself an experience tripper.



I would consider myself an experience tripper...I have taken them about 7 to 8 times previous to this crazy trip...and had an awesome time on all previous trips, and certainly recommend mushrooms in smaller doses...
But never, and I mean never, take 12 caps or 35 grams of fresh Mexican Mushrooms...Most minds are just not equipped to handle it...
In Amsterdam, with 2 of my rather close friends, we decided to go to a local smart shop which sells mushrooms legally, and we all bought our own pack of 35 grams...We proceeded to ingest them quickly and smoke a joint at a local coffee shop to hasten the come up process...After feeling the effects come on rather strong and quickly, we left the coffee shop and began wandering the city...
Amsterdam street names all pretty much look like Beiter Vanhoogen Veftergracht, so finding your way is essentially an impossibility, particularly on 35 grams of fresh mushrooms...My friends and I walked for what seemed like forever at a very rapid pace, and found a bench where we began to discuss the effects...

Our entire sense of Time and Direction had been shattered, The ipod was not doing the usual trick of keeping things in check...My sense of hearing was completely altered...the music didnt make sense it was all disconnected...My friends complained about the same sensations of a loss of commen senses...We all agreed that we had lost our minds completely, and none of us were even forming many completely coherent sentences anymore...We decided the best solution was to find the hostile, so we dont get killed in a city we couldnt understand...
So we walked and Walked at an incredibly only to find that we ended up in the exact same place...Everything looked the same and flowed into each other...We finally followed some train tracks that led us back to the hostile...This was the worst mistake of the trip...
The hostile was a very small place that had 3 stories, and rather difficult stairs to climb...the room itself was tiny and merely fit four beds...
One of my friends said he couldnt take the hostile and went off alone by himself...My other friend stayed with me in the hostile room...but lost his ability to talk...This is when I COMPLETELY LOST MY MIND...
I lost control over most of my bodily functions, thought I had peed myself a few times (didnt)...I couldnt drink anything, even felt paralyzed at some points, not able to move my fingers...I guess this could be described as an out of body experience...
My mind began to wonder, I was convinced that my mind was all that existed in the actual world. Similar to the Matrix or a lucid dream....I believe that my mind had created this comfortable environment for me to live in and nothing actually existed besides My mind, even my body was an illusion...Everything in the room that I saw began twisting and fading away...I believed that the mushrooms had been part of my illusion that were meant for me to take to wake me up from the fake reality I had created for myself...I freaked out, hitting my friend who couldn't talk to make sure he was real...still unconvinced I began to ask him questions like "Do I have a family?" "Name some of your friends"...His silence made things worse, when I wondered out of the room feeling nauseous, I thought maybe a shower would help, but couldnt figure out how to work any of the knobs...So I wondered to the reception room where nothing looked the same as it had, everything was misplaced, the person at the desk was different...I believed that this was my mind trying to grasp on to the fake reality I once knew...but distorting things...I then went back to my room where I tried to fall asleep praying this would end...Unable, I tried to listen to a LONG song like an entire pink floyd album, but couldn't figure out how to do it...
I asked my friend in utter seriousity to check me into a mental instituion...I felt like I was completely insane, and feared a life alone, without my family or friends, My mind suddenly started thinking about the great sensations of real life, like sex, I began to crave masterbation, thinking that it was a "real" feeling that would bring me back to reality...I couldnt figure out how to do that either...My mind was lost in infinity...The only things I
that mattered were keys and time...neither of which I could grasp...
Finally I began to come down, and my friend and I built up the ability to leave our haunted hostile room which was nothingness except 4 beds, we somehow ran into the other 9 people we were traveling with, which I immediately believed wasnt real, because what are the chances of running into the people you know in huge city that you can't navigate...I watched them participate in bizarre actions, like boarding a huge bike that had a keg in the center of it...So i thought again my "reality" was completely lost, and this was mind making distorted images of my old reality...A few more bizarre things happened before I realized it was ending, and I was Alive and in the real world, and that all the bizarre things I encountered were just the fact that Amsterdam is crazy...
I, literally, lost my mind in amsterdam...Glad to be back
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