Intense

I am a 20 year old female, 130 lbs. and last night I tripped for the second time ever. The first time I tripped I didn't really get any visuals, but this time was not the case. I ate an 1/8th which is the most I've ever eaten and the most I will ever eat. My friend and I made peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with Sunny Delight, 2 bottles each. We ate the shrooms at 4:30 and when 5:30 came along I was gone. We decided to have our friend drive us around for a little bit and when I got in the car things started to breathe with me then suddenly the world started to change. I don't know if the Pink Floyd music we were listening to made the trip more intense but once Shine On Me Crazy Diamond was half way through my sense of reality was gone. Trees were morphing around me and it seemed like things were just folding over each other. Then, the part that scared me the most, I turned to the back seat of the car to see if my friend was okay, and there was a little girl suddenly sitting next to her. She was just staring right back at me. I felt like a was in a parallel universe. We were probably on the road for no more than 15 minutes but it seemed like hours. My whole body just went numb and the whole time it felt like I was peeing my pants. We got back to the dorms and I decided to go into my room alone. I wanted it to be over with so I laid in my bed, and here is where my mind got completely lost. I remember looking at my phone to see what time it was 3 times and each time it said 7:50... I couldn't make time pass. I felt like my head was sinking through my pillow into my mattress like it was consuming me. I looked at my wall where I have some cards hanging trying to hold on to reality but I was too gone. The wall and the cards kept changing into psychedelic patterns, I can't even begin to explain the shapes. So I decided to turn on my TV so I would have some sense of time. Billy Madison was on, the part where he's eating dinner but the gibberish got to me too, and whenever I tried to concentrate on the TV all the faces would go wavy and then morph into something evil. So I tried to hold on to my wall cause it was my only sturdy thing near me and that failed me too, my hand was going through the wall. I knew I needed to get out of my room, but I couldn't I was walking around in circles like a crazy person and ended up peeing in a trash can in my room. I laid back down and called the person that was sitting me and told him to met me outside. Ten minutes later I finally made it outside and was sitting on a picnic table. There was my sitter and another friend outside and I knew they were next to me but in my mind they kept getting further away. We finally made it inside and I found my friend freaking out in our sitters room. You could tell that she had been crying and wanting the trip to end like me, so my sitter and I ended up driving her back to her dorm room and walking back to our side of campus. The walk is only 5 minutes at the most, but again it seemed like forever. But then I started talking and telling him what was going on in my head and that helped me get through the hard stuff during my peak. I was still tripping pretty hard when we got back to his room but he turned on Dave Matthews and we played A LOT of Mario Kart, like 2 hours, and that is what helped till I started to come down. I was around 11 now and my sitter left the room for awhile, so I was just laying on his futon listening to Dave, feeling pretty calm, and suddenly my friend who died in 8th grade popped in my head. I felt like I was there for his death and I tried to give him my life cause I knew that he would have done greater things for me, I started to cry and couldn't stop. I saw him where he died out and laid down next to him touching him arms and trying to send my life into him. I went back to my room around 12 and laid in my bed again. Here I saw the little girl again, but she changed to Jodie from the Amytiville Horror and the I saw Charlie, her evil brother standing over me with a knife in his hands. I kept trying to think of more pleasant things but I couldn't. I kept going in and out of reality and the next thing I knew my legs where convulsing uncontrollably, I looked at the clock and it was sometime after 2. My legs weren't done shaking until around 3 and I finally passed out.