Harpomarnism

Well i am a pretty in depth philosopher in the first place,
so you can imagine what happened when i took an 1/4 of mushrooms,only my second trip.i followed up with the usual assortments of ingestion(morning glory wood rose ect.)after about 3 min my stomach told me to prepare for something of which i never knew.45 min later i was trapped in yellow submarine/heavy metal/jaws trip.very inhumanating. i was seeing flying great white sharks, of the swimming variety i am morbidly afraid of.all of these thing just snapped my brain to the point of not caring of my fears.lots of tumnescent colorswelling in every thing wavyness,i saw into gods mind and started having an epilepsy of emotions. i saw a compilation of the human races creation. all of that knowledge has made me pretty miserable to this day, the only remedy, is to trip. but its hard to find any thing at all, the paople holding all the cards are assholes as usual.the only material thing i contracted from this experince was the word "harpomarnism" which means a harmonic representation of human mannarisms. light making sounds and vise-versa. beware the knowledge of the sacred fruit(actually fungus) of gods punishment of knowledge.