Just me and my cousin decided to tweak and then go shroom hunting.It all started off as a normal kinda trip. We walked on the Railroad tracks to get to the farm not having a clue to where we were because we were all tweaked out. Somehow my best friend saw my jeep on the tracks and walked out to find us. For some reason i couldn't understand a word he was saying he sounded like he was talking in another languge.
That's when i started tearing my mind apart. I tore my whole ego and didn't understand myself at all. I didn't know who I was at all.
My friends invited me and my cousin over to their house for some beers but I just wanted to leave and be bymyself.
I didn't want to drive but seeing how my cousin lived to towns over I drove him home. He wouldn't drive even though i ate twice as much as him. Somehow i made it there and dropped him off then drove home.
I tried to sleep it off because i wasn't having a good trip at all. I couldn't sleep needless to say. I kept thinking about mother earth and it was like she was talking to me in a weird language but i could understand.
I got off my bed and got a drink of water. I came back to my room and put my stereo on random. I remember sitting there crying patting my dog when all of a sudden things started getting strange.
Three sparkly glittery faces outlined in gold appeared out of my ceiling. I felt like i was completely comfortable with them and they explained the world and universe to me. I started dancing and laughing. I wasn't in my room any longer, I was in a universe somewhere. It was so amazing and so undescribable.
I felt god enter my body and at the same time I felt satan enter my body. It was amazing. They were fighting over my soul. I remember seeing my blood and my urine and my cum fly all over the walls of my room. They tore my soul apart and fought over it. It was akward I couldn't move at all. I remeber once it was over I had the most incredible orgasim. For some reason I had to pea.
As i sat on the toilet i remember my hair gently falling on my head and my fingers looked so amazing. Anyway at that point in time I pead and I felt like this was my way of being baptized. Satan was taken out of me.
I walked out of the bathroom and that was when I knew i was going to die. I went outside and layed in the grass and fely myself die. I rember feeling at peace with the world and loving everything. I felt god's presence all around and I felt myself die. Then i felt a new me being born.
My life has changed so much from this experience and I know the old me died in my back yard.