FREAKED OUT!!

MY BOYFRIEND AND I DECIDED TO TRIP ON SHROOMS. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME TO DO SHROOMS. WE WERE AT A FRIENDS HOUSE AND WE STARTED OUT EATING ONLY ABOUT A GRAM EACH. THIS WAS AT ABOUT 9:00,WAITED FOR ABOUT A HOUR AND NOTHING WAS HAPPENING. SO WE ENDED UP EATING ABOUT 3 GRAMS EACH. WE WAITED ANOTHER HOUR OR SO AND STILL NOT ANYTHING BUT A LITTLE TINGLE ON THE SKIN. WE WERE DISAPPOINTED AND DECIDED TO GO HOME AND LAY IN BED. WE PULLED INTO THE DRIVE WAY AND WE WERE BOTH STARTING TO FEEL REAL MELLOW. WE SAT THERE AND LOOKED AT THE YARD AND I FELT AS IF I WAS MELTING INTO MY SEAT. THE YARD AND STREET LOOKED NORMAL BUT NOT LIKE MY ACTUAL YARD AND STREET. IT WAS AS IF I WERE IN SOMEONE ELSES DRIVEWAY. WE DECIDED TO GET OUT OF THE CAR AND GO LAY IN BED. WHEN WE GOT OUT OF THE CAR IT WAS UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER. WE MADE OUR WAY TO MY BEDROOM. MY BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND WERE WATCHING TV IN MY ROOM. I WALKED STRAIGHT INTO THE CORNER AND JUST SAT THERE AND LAUGHED. FINALLY I MADE IT TO THE BED AND I WAS SO RELAXED. I JUST WANTED TO GO TO SLEEP. EVERYONE ELSE WAS TALKING AND I COULD NOT KEEP MY EYES OPEN. I COULD SEE MY ROOM AND EVERYONE IN IT TALKING BUT IT WAS AS IF WE WERE IN A LAVA LAMP. WALLS WERE PINK AND FLOWERS EVERYWHERE. I BECAME IRRITATED BY ALL THE TALKING. SO I TOLD THEM TO LEAVE THE ROOM SO ME AND MY BOYFRIEND COULD RELAX. WE TOOK OUR CLOTHES OFF AND GOT INTO BED. I STILL COULD NOT SEEM TO GET MY EYES OPEN BUT I WAS IN ANOTHER WORLD. IT WAS LIKE EASTERLAND. PASTEL EASTER LOOKING BACKGROUND AND TREES EVERYWHERE. CHOCOLATE LOOKING BUNNIES WERE JUMPING ALL AROUND. VINES WERE CLIMBING THE TREES. IT WAS SO BRIGHT AND PRETTY. ME AND MY BOYFRIEND STARTED HAVING SEX. IT FELT GREAT BUT IT WAS LIKE WE WERE NOT REALLY THERE. WE WERE DOING THE MOTIONS BUT OUR HEADS WERE IN IMAGINARY WORLDS. AFTER ABOUT A HOUR OF EASTER SHIT I GOT REALLY IRRITATED AGAIN. I WAS SICK OF LOOKING AT THE BUNNIES AND PINK. I STARTED FREAKING OUT AND TELLING IT TO ALL GO AWAY. I FELT NAUSEATED AND SCARED. I WAS ALMOST CRYING AND ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS GO TO SLEEP. MY BOYFRIEND FINALLY GOT ME CALMED DOWN. I JUST LAYED THERE AND WENT INTO ANOTHER PLACE. I WAS SO MAD AND I WAS CLENCHING MY JAW, GRITTING MY TEETH. I HAD SO MUCH ANGER WANTING TO COME OUT AND DEMON FACES COMING AT ME. I COULDNT TALK OR MOVE. THEN SUDDENLY I WENT TO A MIDEVIL TIME. IT WAS AS IF I LEFT MY BODY AND WAS ACTUALLY IN THE OTHER WORLD. I WAS WATCHING AS ME AND MY BOYFRIEND WERE DRESSED IN MIDEVIL CLOTHING AND IN A CASTLE WALKING AROUND. I FELL TO THE FLOOR AS IF I WERE DYING AND HE CAUGHT ME. IN REALITY I WAS LAYING IN BED AND I WAS NOT BREATHING. MY BOYFRIEND WOULD SHAKE ME AND TRY TO BRING ME BACK. I WOULD JUMP AND START BREATHING AGAIN BUT RELAX AND DRIFT BACK TO MIDEVIL TIME. I WAS SEEING MYSELF DIE IN MY IMAGINARY WORLD AND I DIDNT WANT TO STOP WATCHING. BUT EVERYTIME I WENT BACK I STOPPED BREATHING IN REALITY. MY BOYFRIEND GOT VERY SCARED AND WOULDNT LET ME DRIFT OFF. ABOUT A HOUR AFTER I STARTED COMING BACK TO REALITY. WE TALKED FOR ABOUT A HOUR ABOUT WHAT ALL I SEEN. THIS WAS ABOUT 3:00 IN THE MORNING AND WE WERE REALLY SLEEPY. WE FELL ASLEEP AND I HAD SILLY DREAMS THE REST OF THE NIGHT. EACH ONE I WOULD JUMP AND WAKE UP AT THE END AND THINK WOW THATS CRAZY, THEN FALL BACK ASLEEP. I HAD TO GET UP AT 7:00 TO GET READY FOR WORK. NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS SO SO TIRED AND FELT AWFUL. MY EYES WERE BLOODSHOT AND MY BODY FELT HEAVY. IT WAS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT TRIP THAN I EXPECTED. IT WAS NOT ACTUALLY A FUN TRIP BUT A NEAT EXPERIENCE. IM STILL FREAKED OUT AT THE ADVENTURES I HAD IN DIFFERENT WORLDS.