experiencing loss of ego, mind and body.

I was 16 at the time and i was already aware of what to expect from the use of hallucinagenic substances from previous trips, and years later i still havent had a trip quite like this one i am about to share.

It happened one night during a little get together held at this friend of mine's home. I had another friend who came with me and we managed to aquire about 8 grams of some very potent mushrooms from a buddy who was there. we split the mushrooms and just chopped them into little bits, chewed and swallowed them. as soon as they started to kick in which was around 15-25 minutes this dude was heading out to grab some people and was coming back in a bit. my friend who was on mush with me needed smokes from the local store so he left with him and said they would be back shortly....which was not the case.

As i chilled in the kitchen with everyone i was getting anxious and uneasy as the intensity increased. not having my co-pilot at my side on this adventure didnt make things any better and trying to converse with some friends i didnt know so well while i was in this state didnt put me at ease. it must have been 45 minutes later but felt longer, i was experiencing time distortion, was having problems focusing my eyes and expressing myself. i just sat there on the floor trying to not be noticed