went to my friend house to get my usual nuggs and he smiles and instead pulls out a bag of very large and very nice cubes. i at this point had only shroomed maby 3 times prior on a gram or 2 tops. so i buy an eigth thinking it shouldnt effect me that bad.....lol boy was i wrong.
about 15 minutes after igestion things got wierd. it started with a strong feeling of alienation and then the visuals began. people skin turned neon lizard like and i was a bit frightened. each time i blinked the room seemed to be at a different angle like it was shifting repeatedly and this was very disorientateing. things got dark so my friend got me some water and i drank it suddenly everything got bright and i spouted out "water makes things brighter!" lol after this tho i laid on his bed. there was about 5 people in the room and i thought they were thinking i OD'd and was gonna die but i think it was just paranoia, suddenly i felt a dropping sensation and things went black and suddenly all i could see was Eyes, shimmering spiraling pulsateing colorfull smokey eyes in a hexagonal flower of life pattern like a bunch of pine apples in a spiral shape. i cried and screamed thinking i was actually dieing. it became a bit fuzzy at this point and i remember surrender was the best thing to do so i did. it showed me alot of things i can no longer recall. and it gave me a symbol to decode a triangle with a circle at each point a circle within the triangle, a cirlce around the triangle and a circle around the outermost par ot the circles at the points. then i came back. i called my other friend and had him come because i felt very alone and uncomfortable with the people i was with. he came and it felt as if i was being born into his car lol. i kept moveing my finger in a figure eight pattern and grinning. finally we got to his house and i turned into a baby so to speak and had his girlfriend hold me as i bawled my eyes out in pure terror for an hour or what felt like one. then i layed on his sticky leather couch for the remainder of the trip. after it was over i went to sleep and the next day i woke up and got a call that my one friend who lived at the house i saw the eye vortex at had passed away. talk about bad trips lol. oddly enough tho i survived it all without any physical or even mental damage and tripped again but this time in the woods the day of his wake. this was over a year ago and would love to have that experience of the small death again. it may have been the most frightening experience of my life but i liked it;) many strange things have happened since mostly an abundance of synchronicities and psychic type phenominon. anyone ever have anything similiar happen?
also i found a painting by alex grey after this and almost shit when i saw it was that eye vortex. dyeing was the title of it.