im going to try and explain this "realm"/understanding reached when you achieve level 5 Once you reach level 5, the visuals, and most every othe form of sensory input to the brain is so heavily altered that you are not sure of anything you dont know if you pist your pants or not, you dont know if what u see is real etc.
im going to try and explain this "realm"/understanding reached when you achieve level 5
Once you reach level 5, the visuals, and most every othe form of sensory input to the brain is so heavily altered that you are not sure of anything
you dont know if you pist your pants or not, you dont know if what u see is real etc.
This said, there is alot more going on.
First off in my opinion, you are so high/messed up, that your memory is metaphorically a web, made of glass, and it has fallen from a building and shattered everywhere.
This means you are almost helpless with no concept of reality/time/space/life/existence
For me, this meant that i had only the vaguest memory of the most important people in my life.
i could barely remember who my father was when a picture of him came floating through my mind and vision.
So picture yourself with a total memory blank, all you know is that you are some sort of Physical/spiritual entity, that has some sort of thought.
Pieces of memory come floating back and forth through your head, yet you cant hold on to or remember any of them for more than 10 seconds.
from this i concluded, that i made everything exist.
If i wasnt there to see it, then it did not exist, and thus i created the universe in a sense, and inversely the universe created me,
we both needed each other to exist.
i was sitting on my small island, and looking out at the stars, and it was so vast, it was quite amazing,
yet at the same time terribly frightening, because i was not sure what was happeneing to me.
i felt like i was almost out of my body, and i was just a spirit floating through time and space.
On top of this, i had a small connection to reality, and i knew that the fact i couldnt remember anything was a bad thing, because i was afraid of permanent memory loss.
these thoughts going through my head scared me, yet there was alot greater understanding and conclusions i drew from this trip in looking back on it.
I tripped on this tiny island, and my reality was narrowed down to the realm of that lake/island.
all the time during normal life, you have the concept that there is always a city out there, and other people
i forgot these things, and felt incredibly alone.
i thought that my eternity was to be an entity in Gods universe that played and lived on the island.
Its very abstract, but i thought i ahd been there since the beggining of time.
The second realization, is that humans are truly stupid as simple animals... if it werent for cities, we would be so primitive, and yet we seem to think we are so civilized.
Finally in terms of how thought works on level 5
it is like you are the man who has watched your "mirrior" of a memory shatter and break, and you now look at the shattered pieces trying to put them back together,
and in each piece you visualize a tiny piece of your life.
Because that is essentially what thought is,
just a tangled web of connnections, and correlation that your mind makes. Things that your mind associates other things with.
its very complicated
i wish you could understand
i hope this helps