totaly fucked first

walls moving and bending. total loss of reality. time was meaning less. at some points felt as though i was melting. got hot and sweaty and wanted to take a shower but was afraid of the water. took me like 2 houres to gain courage to go out side because of how wierd every thing looked it was like it was a whole nother world. hair felt like it was falling out. friends mother came home and began to gripe her face began to morphe and caused my trip to go bad. the only thing that would calm me down was a piece of card board white on one side brown on other. unsure of the signifigance of the card board but when i wrote on it i felt better?