First time tripping in my room by myself :-D

Friday night April 5th 2003 was my first time tripping on mushrooms. Despite the size of my mushrooms they packed a huge punch. I ate my entire bag of shrooms which I had no idea what the weight was. I should have cared about weighing them but I didn't. If I knew what was in store for me I would have weighed them out. I must have ate about 2 grams but not sure.

I downed the shrooms while watching "Requiem For a Dream". About a hour into the movie my muscles got very tense I had to get up and move around. This went on for the entire movie. After the movie was over I got board of watching TV so I shut it off and this is when my trip exploded into confusing. I would think about the past, about who I really am and who I became.

I decide toke a bong or two(heh I don't remember how much I toked), then started to listen to some music for a bit but then that became very boring so I just stared at my carpet and watch the design intertwine with each other and a electrified color was moving about in the design. This was pretty cool I was intent for a bit just watching it.

I decide get up and just walk about my room for a bit, went over to my closet where I grew the mushrooms and just looked at the ceiling of my closet and it just seemed very confusing. I started to stare at my terrarium like something was going to happen. I looked at my fan which brings in fresh air needed to grow and it just seemed so amazing that something that small can move the air around.

I decided to look at my face on my bathroom mirror and it was changing colors and melting. I don't understand what went wrong but I started to see white dots in front of me I went to open the door but I couldn't find myself to turn the door knob then right then and there I felt my self passing out. I didn't know if I was floating or falling. I woke up in my tub with my back against the wall and my legs hanging over the side. I managed to knock everything on the floor that was in the bathroom. I don't know how I managed to do that. I felt very clamy and once agian very confused of what just happened. I had no strength to get up so I just sat there for a bit thinking of what I just did and how I managed to get in my tub. I finally got the strengh to get up, went back to my room and just layed in bed watching TV I think my trip started to wear off once I past out but I couldn't fall asleep. It felt like a nightmare just ended but my trip wasn't a bad trip it was actually pretty damn cool for my first experience. I plan to eat 3 grams my next time. :-D

Well thx for taking the time to read my trip report. I know it's pretty long and probably boring but I loved every moment of my trip. It had a huge impact on my life. I've been wanting to break my addiction of smoking weed. I tried many times to slow down with smoking weed but some how the shrooms stopped my urge to smoke!!!

-MadmaN