talking with buddah

well this was my first shroom experience, and definitely will not be my last. i had 3 grams mixed into a chocolate bar. i was at my friends house and we were watching "for fear and loathing in las vegas". about a half hour into the movie i started to feel the shrooms. i would move my arm and i could only see it as wind/air. i began to think that i was a puddle of water and kept swaying back and forth. i was watching the movie as if i was a part of it and i was the only one around even though there was 5 other people, and only one other person tripping like i was. after a while i had to go to the bathroom and as you walk into the bathroom the mirror is right in front of you and i stopped and just looked at myself in the mirror for about 30 minutes (they stopped the movie for me). it was like i knew the person but then again i didn't. i would stand still, or so i thought and the person in the mirror would still be moving. she was beautiful and graceful. the background in the mirror was a mixture of bright exotic colors that i had never seen before. i had about a 20 minute bad trip where i saw my friend murdered. all the muscles in my body were so tight that it hurt but i couldn't relax. when the movie was over i went to my friends house and slept in his basement. there was a window that showed light up on the television. i stared into the light for an hour and then a blue buddah was sitting on top of the t.v. we were talking but not with words. it was strange. i began to feel like i was in the middle of our solar system and buddah was explaining to me all the theories of life. and it was like he knew me better than i knew myself. i always was fasinated by mushroom and then when i was 11 or so i found out that they could produce this trip, i wanted to do it so badly. i am almost 17 and finally did it. and i am planning to do it again.