Shrooms MDMA

One of the deepest and most glorious trips of my life happened when
I did half a pill(~50 mg) of good MDMA (and I would adwise only
MDMA or MDA ,
forget any other pill for this purpose) and orange juice made of
1 g dutch-mexican(cubensis)
shrooms 1 hour after the MDMA , and I must say the experience
felt more like 3-4 g shrooms and the E effects more like 2 pills, a true synergetic combination
The potentiation seemed even stronger than when with harmala and
psylocibin.Setting was at a
small outdoor
party near the forest among good friends , but for a inside party
this might have
been unconfortable, esspecially the telephatic and ego dissolving
parts.
I did the MDMA on the way to the party. The wheater was
a really nice clear summernight and I arrived at the party where
I met and talked to many old and new friends,socialized a bit ,
When I was
feeling the first euphoric rushes and
gentle heart opening of the E I get the botlle with the magic
juice and
drink it,
sharing it with friends.I smoked a bowl of Mary Jane , and Then I
go
dancing and get
really fast into. While I'm dancing with eyes closed I begin
entering a
trance after 2
minutes and I suddenly feel massive effects, my body getting one
with the
dancing and
slowly disolving in swirling colors.This happens often to me but
ussualy
I need at
least 1-2 hours of continous dancing for such a deep trance.And
it was
only the beginning.Wow!
The music sudely stops for a bit and I decide to open my eyes.I
can't
believe it.
Everything looks so different like I was beamed on another
planet.The
incredibly high
sky has much more and brighter stars than before, and the whole
landscape
is
suddenly very large and surreal. I lye down in the grass and the
more I
look at the
sky so stranger it gets, the sky dome moving and morphing above
me. I
close my eyes
only to see impossible detailed and complex colorful visions,
somehow
very organic
which morphed in a living image of a green-glowing naked
woman.The
godness??This image sticked in my
mind . A image which invoked deep respect and felt at the same
time
erotic and alien.
My visions are interupted by a friend talking to me but I find
talking
now
distracting and get up and wander around. boundaries are getting
thiner
and I
experince a strange effect I never had on shrooms before so I bet
it was
the MDMA
synergy . Always when I got near someone , I would have feelings
and
thoughts which
did't seem to belong to me, but more to the other person . For
this I I
didn't have to
talk or even look somebody in the eyes, just to get near them was
enough
as if everyone had a
invisible field of thoughts and feelings floating around
them.This was
way beyond the
usual MDMA emphaty and was nearly telephatic.I did this
intentionaly a
few times to test it
and it always seemt to have the same effect. This was very
interesting
but felt also
distracting after a while so I went away into the dark forest and
sat
down. By this
time the I slowly ceased to have a meaning and the ego knew it
would be
soon
disolved, and it was time to say goodbye to prejudices, habits
and most
things one
associates with himself. different Situations and past experinces
are
presented before the inner eye and it was obvious what went wrong
or
fine, karma stylee
The ego death process , even if experienced before , always seem
to
contain an
element of terror and sometimes fear at the beginning , but as
soon one
gets over
and accepts it it's the best feeling in the world, and words
cannot
descibe it ,Total
ecstasis and I feelt at home, finally one with everything It
was
probably lasted
only a few precious moments , but I really dunno and then my
body was felt again though I was still
very high.
I opened my eyes and began exploring my surroundings , like a
newborn
baby , everything
seemd so new and everything was very much alive. Every detail I
looked
seemed to
suck me ito a trancestate and evolve and morph in complex
universe , and
only the great
surrealist painter Max Ernst properly expressed yet this open eye
visuals I
had looking at the
trees and plants.I was aware that I was not alone and that life
is
everywhere.it was really dark everything looked like glowing from
inside . I got
attracted to some particular bushes and sat down, silent .These
bushes
morphed
into a group of well, small glowing people which somehow
communicated to
me, and
after a bit I communicated with them or at least I tried as usual
speech
was not
really usefull, so I just tried noises hummings,and words, there
definetly was a
connection . For someone who wathched this it might've looked
quite
strange ,a man
talking with bushes in a strange glossolalia for quite some time
and even today my
skeptical
self still wonders about it , was this the forest spirits?
personalized
parts of
myself? who knows ?maybie both?
Slowly I recognized more and more parts of my ego coming back,
but was
still
trippin hard and to do anything like for exampple lets look for
my
friends, was a tough mission
, as I kept being distracted(?!) by the magical wonders of my
surroundings and kept
zoning out , but slowly I was coming down and my friends found
me.
Very beautiful music was played and I was sitting at the fire
with all,
enjoying and surfing the sounds and
seeing in their
faces that they have a good time also, and knowing it was one of
this
moments
when everything is perfect. I smoked some more bowls,which
intensified
and grounded
the trip in the way only mary jane can and cuddled my
girlfriend.
I got a lot of insights and a particular vision how everything
experienced can be
represented
in a moving mandala image.Looking into my friend eyes felt like
being
into her head, looking at myself ,
her being in my head looking at her and so on.
the party ended and I cycled home into the with friends ,
through the
forest,
and I was aware everythig was so surrealistic. I was experiencing
directly a similar
deeper aspect of reality surrealist artist like Max Ernst,
Tanqui, and
Dali painted so well.
The sun got up and it was beautiful. As now the forest has been
my true
home for a intense bit The city now seemed somehow alien but
everithyng
was still glorious.The positive feeling that everything , the
whole universe
is running eactly how it should and everything is perfectly
allright,in its owb way was stronly reinforced
. At home we chilled a bit, listened to music
and I
still had
impresive complex closed eye visuals now and then .Making love to
my girlfriend was very
beautiful and
definetly enhanced and after I fell easy into a deep sleep .The
whole thing lasted
maybie About 7
hours but I will always remember it.And I am thankfull for it. To
the mushrooms, the forest,
my body&mind, my friends :-)
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