rubbed about 5 shrooms through a fine wire strainer, mixed with coke (the atlanta kind, not the columbian), drank it down - not too bad. put on orb disc. about 45 minutes the music just stopped in mid-track. went upstairs and lay down in bed looking out window. raining. purple rain. asked myself "did i really want this?" couldn't quite think of who i was.
time got weird. things seemed to have happened before they happened. couldn't quite think of who i was. raining - soft, warm rain - didn't i see the rain before? or was it later? thought i had to pee. wasn't sure. didn't want to wet the bed. waited a while. cats came in - very sweet and warm. was afraid i'd hurt them in some way. beeper went off. stared at beeper for a long time. couldn't quite remember what to do with it. anxious because i knew someone wanted me but i couldn't answer. cats purring. purple rain. haze outside.
thought i had to pee. really thought i had to pee. tried to get up and staggered into bathroom - looking down my feet were 12 feet away. tried to pee. took a while. toilet seat spiraled inward into purple water. peed into spiral. sort of funny.
back on bed. looked at tibetan wall hanging. it was alive, swirling colors, very distant. couldn't quite remember who i was. rain. haze. looked at watch. 2 hours gone.
wanted to talk to someone but noone at home. called out "bob!" very faintly. long time passed or didn't. friend came in. couldn't talk. friend got pissed off. left.
cats came back. purring. rain. haze. swirling. who? when? looked at watch. 3 hours. very anxious, looking at beeper. is it urgent? is this fun? who's asking? why? long descent over next 2-3 hours. felt ok afterwards. worked the next day. do it again? SURE.