Over the last 3 months I´ve taken way too much Ketamine to even
bother thinking about. Fortunately, my supply has run out, and my
daily rhythms are back on track.
Still, if I had any laying around I think I´d take it without
thinking twice. The place it takes you too is more beautiful than any
heaven anyone could imagine. One becomes a disembodied eye in a realm
we all know as that collective consciousness. Only 2cb has brought me
as far as Ketamine, and maybe that is why these two seem to mix quite
well. But I´m here to talk about some other mixes which don´t seem to
work so well.
About a week ago, after having abstained from taking Ketamine for a
whole 18 hours, I decided to try 5 grams of dried mushrooms together
with 175 mg of Moclobemide. What I was trying to attain I´m not quite
sure of, but it had something to do with trying to forget the
Ketamine Hole.
I made a tea, added some Vitamin C, and drank the contents, which
tastes much better than eating the mushrooms. I then lay down and
waited. Nausea came on in about 15 minutes (even though I had taken a
anti-nausea tablet) and within 5 minutes I was laying at the
porcelain God puking my insides out. Hallucinations (and I mean
hallucinations, not just visions) came on in the next 5 minutes at
full blast. The ceiling had completely given way to thousands of
entities dancing around, each demanding more attention than the
other. Suddenly Paranoia reared its ugly head as I looked at my hands
and they started jumping around in circles. I also started feeling
the Ketamine effects, which I hadn´t taken that day, completely
envelope my mind as paranoia became stronger. My muscles started
aching like crazy and many of my body parts were moving of their own
accord. I couldn´t control my arms at all. They were just flying
around all over the place. All this while I suddenly started hearing
voices, screams, gun shots, and horrible sounds. It was like the
Ketamine was fighting with the mushrooms.
At this point about 15 minutes had transcurred and I realised I was
in for pure hell. Knowing that Moclobemide not only potentiates, but
also elongates, I contemplated going to the hospital. I asked my
sitter (at least I was intelligent enough to do this) to calm me down
in some way. Of course, nothing she said helped me in any way
whatsoever. My paranoia trigger was extremely high. anything she said
that might trigger a weird thought got me doing strange things (at
this point I was also half staggering, half crawling along the floor
which was still entirely infested with loud jumpy entities.) Next
door the neighbours were having a fight and what I heard and thought
I heard were two entirely different movies. I thought I heard my
neighbours screaming because their son was putting a bullet into his
girlfriend´s head, while every car seemed to be raceing past to get
the cops to come and lock me up, because they knew exactly what I was
doing. All around people seemed to be gathering, chatting about that
crazy guy doing weird shit in his house. I then proceeded to hide all
my money, my drugs, and sat in paranoid hell for about another 12
hours.
The state I lived is the closest I´d ever want to get to pure
insanity, and I´m surprised I actually made it through without any
permanent psychotic problems. Most of the insanity was definetly
caused by the K + Mushrooms mix, which is one of the most
unbelievably horrible mixes in existence. I´m NEVER trying that one
again, and I´m staying away from mushrooms for a loooong while.
