Hi. I'm Brittany and I'm from Pittsburgh, PA. Me and my boy friend got a cut of gold caps, blue stems. We each had half a cut, and also smoked a bowl and took 1000 mg each of vitamin c pills. Getting the shrooms down was fucking horrible. I ate the caps mixed with pudding. The stems I stuck under my tounge and sucked on it because I read somewhere before that it'll make you trip faster. I was right. At first I got the typical stomach ache, then after I smoked a bowl of weed I started getting really high. I kept moving my arms around, hitting myself in the head, thinking it was the funniest thing ever. Then came the vitamin c pills. About 5 minutes after taking those I was off. The first thing I began to look at was the blinds, they kept getting wavy and straight depending on how I shifted my head to look at them. I found it amazing. My boy friend unfortunately was not feeling it yet. We then decided to turn on Pink Floyd The Wall. CRAZY ASS IDEA!! My boy friend's walls started breathing. Then I started looking at his skylight windows, and they looked like they were moving. I noticed that it had eyes, and it looked angry. It looked as if it were going to suck me inside of it. Me and my boy friend were just laughing and saying it cannot take me. Then shit started to get real crazy. The walls looked like they were dripping. First with blood, which sorta freaked me out, then it just looked like water. Then, I noticed this wreath that was hanging on a wall in the other room. It started moving up and down on the wall. I kept starting at it, and it started moving like the left side was the male and he was kinda greenish yellowish looking and the right side was the girl and she was kinda blueish purpleish looking. They kinda looked like fishes or mermaids or something because they looked like they had fins at the bottom of them. Well they looked like they were getting really imtimate with eachother, the heads were moving around and they looked like they would cave in and start kissing eachother and it was really cute from my perspective at the time. Then it looked like the male was hurt, because he looked like he was opening his mouth and crying, and his head was moving around alot. And the female had these tentacle arms that she was wrapping around him, like she was protecting him or comforting him. Too bad for my boy friend, he didn't get too much out of it. He started to get real high, and he started seeing shadows. But then unfortunately he threw up. But the good thing was, he kept real good watch on me. Before he sobered up, he got up, and I tried to also. This was indeed an insane idea. I would try to get up but I would just fall right back down. I flopped around for awhile, then just started uncontrollably laughing. I slid around, feeling like I was a snake. I then propped up and laughed some more. My boy friend helped me up, and I tried to leave the room, but I somehow couldn't. I looked at the room, and saw it as some kind of beautiful portrait that I belonged to. Then I would look at the other room, and feel as if I were stepping into a whole new world. I didn't want to leave my portrait, for I found it so beautiful, and like it was where I was supposed to stay. The other room sorta scared me, I didn't feel safe and comfortable. Then my boy friend tried to see if I could go outside. Looking outside was unbelieveable. I made sure that I still stayed in my portrait, and I peaked me head outside. The trees looked like they were gainging up on me, which was kinda scary at first. Then they started multiplying, but I could see any green on the trees like leaves or anything, I just saw the tree bases starting to multiply, and soon enough in his neighbor's yard there were up to 6 of them. The flowers were so colorful, it felt almost as if my eyes were going to melt from the vibrant looking colors. This was too much for me to handle, so I went back to my portrait. Then the unthinkable happened. HIS DAD CAME HOME! I was tweaking out at this point. I got real paranoid and scared. My boy friend stayed with me the whole time to make sure I was okay, but in my mind, I was not okay one bit. I started to get flashbacks, while watching the Wall. The flash backs weren't that bad. But they were extremely unbearable, because everything that I was trying to process through my mind was beginning to be way too much for me. I started thinking about two of my friends, and the mall, and talking to people about my trip. Then I started having a flash back to the neighborhood where my mom's friend once lived. I kept thinking that I was there. Then I'd be back into my portrait, then I'd be back to the neighborhood again. I started to imagine all of these events that happened there. Then I'd go into another flash back. I had one of my grandfather's funeral, but thought it was my mom's, even though my mom isn't even dead. I had one of a mission trip when I went to cincinatti. I had a few of camps I went to, vacations I had been on. It was really hard to cope with the flashbacks and knowing that drew's dad was home and the movie and being in the room, I started to cry and get a little paniced. Everytime my boy friend would walk towards me, It looked like he was a black figure walking very slowly, and the walls in the meantime were still dripping of blood and water. Then he'd all of a sudden morph into himself and be right in my face. He made sure I was calm. Then his dad left and I felt a little better. I tried watching the wall, and the cartoons were amazing. But then his dad came back, and so did his mom! I started to freak out. I wanted to run out of the house. I looked around, and felt as if I wasn't even in the house. I felt like I was somewhere else, but I just didn't know where. I tried to sober up but I couldn't the flashbacks wouldn't stop and I got real frustrated and paranoid and started to cry a little bit. I needed my boy friend right there with me. I needed to hold him and know that he was there. He took the wall off because he thought that that was what was causing some of my flashbacks or something. I sorta did calm down after he took it off. He put on the lion king, which I enjoyed as much as I could, but my mind was just so focused on these flashbacks. His mom and dad then came in the room, and before 10 mins passed I wanted the fuck out of there so fast. I went outside, and my boy friend came with me. The trees looked like they were bent in the shape of rainbows, and the cars looked like they were staring at me. I tried to have a cigarette, but I couldn't barely smoke it. I wanted to throw up. I tried to go make myself puke, but nothing would come out. My bf decided to take me into his room so we could lay down. I kept having flash backs, but I was starting to come down a little bit. I didn't like it at all because I still wanted to trip. I closed my eyes, and everything then got really creepy. I started imagining on the left side of the blackness a million kyle's from south park spinning around in a field with a stage; and on the right aide of the blackness I saw highways. It was really weird but sorta funny. Me and my bf then decided to go to eat n park. The car ride there wasn't the best thing in the world. The loud music was sorta trippy, and I was falling in and out of a sleep. I got out of the car and went into eat n park, and I wanted to eat something. I got a really bad stomach ache, but when it settled down I was finally sober and hungry as hell. I ate, and when I got outside I felt great. I felt as if I had just gotten over being sick and cooped up inside for 2 weeks, and just got out of the house for the first time. I felt more awake and aware of everything. My experience on shrooms for the very first time was very good, yet very bad at the same time. I came to realize a lot of shit though. I realized that I need to stop my bad habit of biting my nails, haha. I also realized that I'm so like flabby looking and that I want to start working out. The best thing of all that I realized was that my boy friend gave up his trip to take care of me, and that he really is caring and protective of me. I didn't think he cared too much about me, but now I know that he really does, and it makes me love him even more now. My advice for people who are considering to take shrooms for the very first time is to make sure that your parents are definately not due to come home for atleast 6 hours, and to also make sure that where ever you are you are used to the place and comfortable with it.
