heaven and hell

I was 15 and was visiting a friend in st louis for the weekend and all i could think about was trying shrooms for the first time since my friend had done it alot and told me it was great. We went to another friends house that was having a party and also had a shroom hook there. We bought two eights and ate one each. I had no idea what to expect but was excited as hell.about 45 minutes later i began feeling very outgoing and talking to everyone there even if i didnt know them at all. Colors were brighter and things started morphing. A kid let me listen to his ipod that was playing techno and although im not much into techno i loved it. My friend said we were getting picked up in 30 minutes but i soon forgot and the 30 minutes felt more like 3 hours. When our ride came(my friends dad) i was scared as shit that he was going to find out. In the car we were peaking and could not stop laughing. Also i was looking out the window and it felt as if i was looking at a tv, when we were stopped the scenery around me kept changing and lights would go bright than gently shift back down to dark. We had not eaten anything that night and when his dad asked us what we had eaten we both looked at each other with huge smiles and bursrt out laughing, finally one of us managed to say pizza. the visuals were intense and amazing. When we got home his dad started asking us a bunch of question and i was trippin so hard i couldnt put a sentence together and my friend had decided to pretend he was asleep all the while his dad still asking me questions. Finally his dad left and my friend went to sleep. I was like how the fuck are you sleeping when this is going on? He got pissed so i decided to watch tv. An hour later i started thinking about the day. I thought about certain instances and conversations i had had. I started to think of all the stupid shit i have ever said in my life and began to get very deppressed. i started thinking that all my friends werenent really my friends but just pretending to like me. Also when i was totally deppressed i kept seeing the rocking chair in the corner rock and the picture on the wall above it smiling at me. It was like the picture was making the chair rock. I just froze and turned on all the lights and was to freaked to move i couldnt even walk to the other room to wake my friend up. I kept telling myself i needed to go outside and smoke a cig but i couldnt even do that so i just stared at the tv. O ya and i kept hearing someone walking downstairs although noone came. Finally i started feeling normal again and went to bed. It was like the greatest moment and than the worst moments of my life all in one trip.

I will definitely trip again just not ever by myself