Broke Up With G/F

It was a day after i broke up with my girlfriend that i really really loved, and i was sitting in school not going to class because i was too upset when all of a sudden a buddy asked 'need shrooms' i looked in my wallet i had 20$ i said yeah hook me up with 4 grams.I got them and he told me dont take all 4 at once i said ok but that tought never crossed my mind, i just wanted to get fucked up to forget my pain.so i chewed them up during lunch time and walked into the school by this time classes just started again but i wasn't going.I looked around and seen my ex-girlfriend that i just broke up with and i went over to start to talk to her(i dunno why)that's when it started hardcore while i was talking to her the room was spinning and the walls and floors were breathing.Now i've done mushrooms qiute alot so this was normal.Then my best friend showed up with my ex-girlfriend best friend so we went outside to play hacky sack and i was playing like i was sober so i thought my high was gone(by this time im confused with everything around me)so i sat down to trip out.That's when i noticed i was freezing so i asked to borrow a coat from my friend he gave me his sweater.I put my head and arms in the sweater to block me from the breeze that i thougt was going to kill me because i thought i had hypothermea and the next thing i know i'm talking to people inside my sweater so i took my head out and said 'holy fuck guys im fucked now' they just laughed.Then a teacher came out with a gym class so i started freaking out so we deicede to go to my ex's house on the way ther i was tripping out hardcore but anyways we got to my ex's and i couldn't stop crying about her, i thought i wanted to die and the next 3 hours i was crying and tripping out hardcore and i just wouldn't stop crying.The next thing i know im not upset anymore so i go upstairs and all of a sudden my parents knock on the door and my friends told me they thought i was suicidal so they called my parents to come pick me up.And i live outta town and it was only like 30 mins after school ended so i got bitched out the whole ride home for not taking the bus.So i just stared out the window watching the tress bend around themselfs.Then when i got home i wanted to talk to my mom about my break-up and i tought i wasn't high anymore but then i relized what i was doin(crying to my mom) this was a wired trip filled with me crying and being emotinal towards everyone.I just got to say watch what kind of state of mind you are in before you chow down, it could fuck up your whole trip. But other then that 'Have A Wicked Trip' If You Want to E-mail me for some reason go for it cronic_snoop@msn.com Peace out