what the hell?

Well, I have ate mushrooms about 7 times before this incident occured. Each time, I truthfully did not get anything from the shrooms. And they were shrooms everytime, because I picked them myself out in a pasture behind my moms house. I just felt happy or really depressed when I took them before. Nothing really amazing happened to me.

Anyway, I was still looking for that amazing experience and decided to eat a shitload of psilocybe cubenis mushrooms. I went out picked and ate about 6 or 7 regular sized shrooms, not sure how many grams though. They were all fresh, so I imagine around 70-80
grams.

Nothing really was happening for about 2 1/2 hours and I decided to hop in the shower and go to bed. When I was getting out of the shower, I started to feel really, really, exhausted and I looked in my bathroom mirror and I could see myself litteraly sweating bullets. I must have let 20 or 30 bullets hit the ground before I turned away. And trust me, it wasnt water from the shower coming from my head because I had just dried off. And all of a sudden I blacked out and collapsed on the bathroom floor.I woke up and found myself laying on the bathroom floor half naked. I woke up saying to myself, what the fuck is going on. I thought I was going to die that night. I picked myself up and crawled up my stairs still very exhauseted and extremly hot. I bet my temperature was about 105 degrees at the time. I layed in front of my air conditioner for about 10 minutes cooling off. I then decided to go downstaires and eat something. While I was eating I told my dad that I thought I was close to death and and I was very scared. He asked me if I was taking any substances or anything. I told him I had ate some mushrooms earlier and that this had never heppened to me before. He gave me some valuble information about mushrooms and the way they work. He told me that I looked really pale, and that he had heard banging when I got out of the shower. He thought I was trying to scare my little brother in the next room, which I do often. I then stayed downstairs all night with my dad laying on the couch, stairing at the walls. They looked like they were caving in on me and I just shut my eyes and told myself that I was just tripping and that it wasnt real.

The lesson here is, shrooms are completely unpredictable and very dangerous if you abuse them in any way. You can have a wonderful experience with them 1 time and have the worst night of your life the next. Next time I take them, I will do it with extreme caution. I hope that you have taken these words of wisdom, and will be carful when taking mushrooms.

by the way: MUSHROOMS HAVE A MIND OF THERE OWN, AND YOU ARE UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF THE SHROOM WHEN YOU EAT THEM, THE MUSHROOM ONLY SHOWS YOU WHAT IT WANTS YOU TO SEE!