fuckin nutz!!!!

it started out great, i was obviously out of my mind but it was tight. i drank a pretty big cup full of shroom tea made by a friend of mine ( so i dont know how strong it was, but it was strong ) and i was on my way. i had done it the night before too for my first time and loved and i only decided to do it again because we had some shrooms and because one of my good friends was unable to do it the night before, but could do it this night and i wanted to do it with him.

so anyways i was trippin balls before i knew it and loving every minute of it. when i walked on grass and it looked like i was walking on weed plants, when i would take deep breaths i felt like i was coming out of myself, i couldnt comprehend what was on the t.v., and i had some crazy reoccurences. this was all great then...

i smoked weed and wow! WOW!! i was gone. i sat on the couch and i couldnt move. i didnt know what was happening, but people said afterward that i kept just letting my head fall around, i was chewing on my toungue ring and finger, and mumbleing a lot.

anyways in an effort to help me, my good freind ( randy )whose house i was at kept asking me his name and where i was to try to make me realize that i was ok, and while i thought i was answering him fine he said i just kept mumbling so he would ask me over and over.

well after repeated questions that i tought i was answering, i started getting pissed off and yelling the answers. they tried to give me some watter and i spiked the cup down like a football. a girl ( jenn ) that i was very close to, and trusted well, was trying to help me up to walk outside and i grabbed her face like there was something on it.

so she let me sit back down and my mind started clicking as i would look aroud the room at things that kept happening over and over. first i would look up behind the other couch and randy would ask me his name, then i would look over and see jenn and her sister trish dancing and for a minute i would think that one of them was my mom, but then realize that it wasnt, then i would look at the t.v. and the same thing would be on, then i would look at my freind who was sitting next to me and think of his name ( after randy asked me his name i went around the room and in my mind i thought of everyone's name when i looked at them ), then i would see myself and think of my name, then look back at who was next to me and think that i was sitting next to me.

after this happening about 4 to 5 times i started thinking about what came first God or time ( which i believe is God now and almost feel bad just for thinking about it ) and my mind just kept clicking reasonable arguements for both sides - God and time, then i would envision myself as one of my teeth, and then the tooth would chip and i was the chipped tooth, that happened about 4 or 5 times too.

then finally randy made me get up and drink some milk and i went back to the couch.

then i got up all freaked out and went outside and just started walking thinking that nothing mattered and that the shroom effect would last forever and so would my life. i was thinking that even if i died i would still live on. randy came after me and as soon as we turned and started walking back i was completely normal.

the moral of this story is that milk is a good thing to have around when shroomin. it worked for me in just about 10 minutes. also, the fact that i went out of my mind on shrooms didnt scare me away from it, i just know now that i will be able to control my mind enough to keep myself from having another bad trip so im almost glad it happened.


happy shroomin & keep smokin,
tweeder