boredom and ease of access

1. Drive-thru tripping: I work at a fast food restaurant and used to bring shroom tea to work over the summer as well as smoking regularly on shift. One night after taking a couple handfuls i noticed that the geometric patterns i was seeing were starting to morph into a hud like from a video game. Every customer would have an icon pop up in the corner of my screen and a microphone indicating they were speaking. I remember making sandwiches and just thinking to myself that i was in some sort of job simulator. I also burnt my hand quite badly and got forcefully kissed on the lips by my 40 something year old second cousin, so the experience quickly lost its whimsy.

2. Tripping for scholarly success: One morning before school i had quite a headache and was already planning on smoking with my buddy before school and having a chill day. I decided to take all of the shrooms that I had left (this was my last trip of that season pretty much). This ended up being about 6 overflowing handfuls. I almost threw up from the taste and the feeling of having so many in my stomach all at once. I had to use my will to keep it down the entire way to school. It didn't start hitting me until i was walking in from the parking lot and i looked up and noticed that the sky was made of a lattice of faces made of pyramids speaking to me in unison. I cannot remember exactly what they said to me but i remember it being degrading and causing a sense of existential dread that did not leave me that day.

3. Attempts at meditation and entity contact: I have attempted to use them to aid in my rituals and visualization before, mostly just standard golden dawn stuff. I decided recently to try and use them in combination with some techniques to activate my pineal gland and force spinal fluid into it to trigger visions. This has a few reoccurring themes. The first time I did this I temporarily lost my vision of material reality to see a network of intertwined, winged serpents stitching together endless eyes, I believe this to be a representation of the awareness making up all things and became commonplace for me to see. The time after this I was listening to music and found myself hearing the voice of John Lennon within my head, as somewhat of an autonomous personality who appears to come and go as he pleases when I'm in these states. I do not like John Lennon. Recently I had an experience where after performing a meditation to contact my hga, my vision was replaced with the image of a being made of one large central eye with a black ring around it, and wings seemingly made up of the sky that collapse into two points above and below the eyes and leak light like the sun. It told me that it was lucifer and to not trust my senses, and seemingly gave me some advice for my next trip. After this it went back to snake lattice which notably takes form beyond just being interconnected.

4. Mental torture and delusions of grandeur at an afterparty: This was one of my first times trying some that weren't just the local ovoids. I cannot recall exactly what I was given, but I do know they are supposed to grow in more arid climates and can't be grown around here. I had a more energetic and euphoric high at first although as the reality of the situation set in I was becoming non verbal and zoned out. i was seeing the serpents again although this time they only bled through. I did get something i hadn't had before that being the repetition of numbers over top of people and sometimes almost built into their faces. One of my friends particularly had the number 33 stitched into his face which made me quite uncomfortable. i had somehow come to the conclusion from his behavior that he was a manifestation of the demiurgic archetype and had me trapped in a groundhog day scenario. I was convinced that i had dreamed the day before and had a never-ending feeling of deja vu. I thought that I had a dream where he was a lucid dreamer torturing me for all of eternity to steal my energy.

i have more stories and could probably tell the others in more interesting ways although i felt compelled to post something now