5G Lemon Tek - Auditory Hallucination Insanity

It was a cold, snowy, night in late November. i have tripped a handful of times and most have been great, usually i would take 2 or 3.5 grams but this night i thought "if i can handle that, then surely i can do 5?".

My normal routine is to go to a near by clearing in my local forest, ingest when almost there and then set up my camping chair, campfire and speaker while it kicks in, then i sit (or dance) while looking at the night sky. But this time, it took a dark turn...

Things start off normally, all warm and cozy as the snow falls, body slowly feelin funky, smiling, vibing to the music. but i'm not feeling as high as i "should" be, i continue just waiting and taking in the night sky. suddenly i hear a very loud buzzing noise coming from the trees, it sounds like a sharp Electrical frequency at a set tone, i sit there for longer hoping it would go away, i tried to focus on the music but this buzzing was driving me crazy, it was all i could focus on.

I stand up and shine a flashlight in the tree line but nothing stuck out, i tried yelling as i assumed an incest of some sort to try and scare it, did nothing. thoughts of what it could be flooded my head, a trail cam? a pest deterrent? bugs? 

Now just a quick bit of backstory, my dad was a paranoid schizophrenic so all my life i've always had a tiny part of my mind worried that the apple doesn't drop far from the tree and i will get it. 

Never shown any signs, done a handful of other drugs (coke, ket, 2CB, weed, ecstasy) without triggering anything worrying but i've heard psychedelics can bring it to the surface. 

Anxiety and paranoia creep in, i sit back down, frustrated and restless with this constant buzzing still going, i try focusing on the music but now i'm hearing loud metal banging echoing in the distance as well.

I try to calm myself "its just factory noises in the distance" but it gets louder and more distorted changing directions all around me, i'm now really panicking as i've never experienced anything like it. 

I'm taking deep shaky breaths attempting to ride it out but now i start to hear long, echoed, demonic screams, alternating in loudness and direction. this was the final straw.

Heart is beating fast, i feel weak and scared, cant control my breathing. 

Here i am, next to my little fire, surrounded by thick dark snow with constant buzzing, loud banging and screams in the distance. the fire starts to morph into screaming faces like the painting "The Scream" by Edvard Munch.

My thoughts now spiral "i'm going to end up just like my dad", "this is it, i've went too far", "this isn't going to end" "i'm gunna have to be on meds now".

On the verge of crying i try to call my mum, no answer. i try again, straight to voicemail.

I have never felt more alone and scared in my life, i begin questioning what is real and fake.

"am i really attempting to call her or just imagining i am?"

I consider calling 999 or asking the next jogger i see for help. 

Finally i call my friend and he answered, but his voice was lower pitched and slower, it sounded like someone pretending to be him.

I explain my situation but he reacts so calmly, too calm. 

Tell him i'm freaking out and gave myself schizophrenia, he just responds "oh... i'm sorry to hear that" 

After some convincing, he gets a taxi to come and rescue me. 

I pick up my speaker, leaving my chair and fire as i could not care less about a £20 chair right now and start walking to meet him. 

Walking there i cannot recognize my surroundings, the path and trees begin to stretch longer, it feels like i'm walking on a treadmill making very little progress, with each curve distorting.

Thankfully as i keep walking, the noises i was hearing get quieter and things get more recognizable, i feel a huge sense of relief wash over me.        

 

I emerge from the forest onto the street, now slowly coming down, cars passing by are slightly frightening and have ghosting trails.

Spotting my friend i run over and hug him, its finally over, i survived.

He sat with me for a bit longer until i was ready to head back home.

End.

(Over all this was a really unpleasant experience and has ruined my one spot in my city to trip in as i now feel dread when passing the area, but lesson learnt. if you think you're the bees knees, your not! and the shrooms will kick you down a peg)