My very first expeience in PE #6

ME: 42kg or 92.6 lbs

29 years old

skinny

5'2" height

With previous severe anxiety 

When I received it because I ordered it online I immediately took 2.6 grams.

I cut it with scissors into very small pieces as possible.

I used lime and soaked it for 20 minutes.

I ingested it at 2:50 PM after my shift

I walked along the small road full of bushes on the side

20 minutes later I feel like I'm drunk.

I feel so Heavy

So I decided to go back to the resort where I worked.

 While walking I noticed that the surface of the road deforms and I'm seeing geometrical patterns. Everythingg was moving.

When I arrived at the resort it was so Intense. I couldn't walk properly anymore.

So I sat down on the hammock made of net. Everything was forming into something.

When I noticed that my reality was going to dissolve I immediately went to the hut.

I lay down there like a fetus.

My reality completely dissolved.

I think I saw a godly entity with flashing hands embracing and inviting me.

I kept on fighting it but then I repeatedly said "HEAL ME".

Until I decided to let go.

It felt like I was dissolved and became one with the fabric of reality.

I felt like I died and revived during the peak.

I took 2.6 grams and my ego died.

I died as well and was reborn.

Everything stopped at around 5:40 pm but I'm still confused, disoriented, something like a psychotic episode . I felt euphoric at 6pm and kept laughing at everything.

At 7 pm I came to almost baseline but still with motor disorientation but still laughing so crazy

Overall experience is Healing. I felt CLARITY, PEACE, AND HOPE It was a combination of a bad and a good trip i guess.