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First time tripping in a while (2ish g + weed)
Had some good personal insights
My friend gifted me a few pieces of shroom chocolate. The last time I did them was almost 3 years ago so I was excited to try again. Based on other trip reports, I think it was about 2g.
6:55 PM: Ate shroom bar. Felt anxious during the come up, about the first hour or so.
8 PM: Started to feel really euphoric and good. Was able to surrender to the trip. Music sounded super good and my LED lights looked very colorful. I then remembered I had some dried shrooms leftover from my last trip, I decided to eat some. Not sure how potent they were but I think they definitely contributed.
9 PM: I started really tripping, My walls and tapestries were breathing and my popcorn ceiling had cool geometry. I stood up and listened to Funkadelic’s “Maggot Brain”. It felt like the guitar was a part of me and I could feel it deep in my body. I don’t even know how to describe.
9:30 PM: I started having some cool personal insights. I journaled a lot. I felt like the shrooms were god or some divine teacher and I was it’s apprentice. I felt excited for what they had in store for me. I kept saying “Show me” over and over again, just excited to see where my trip
would go. I listened to Stevie Wonder’s “Have a Talk With God” as I felt like I was doing just that.
9:58 PM: I started to really peak. My room and object in my room kept changing sizes and zooming in and ouf. I definitely was tripping hard but still felt in touch with reality. I felt fairly clearheaded and my thoughts didn’t feel confusing, although very fleeting and distractible if that makes sense.
10:30 PM: Just listening to more music and being introspective. Journaling more.
11:15 PM: I get up to pee and when I come back I start feeling deeply disappointed and lonely. I was confused how suddenly I could feel so bad after feeling so good. But I sat with it and wondered what the shrooms were trying to show me. It was highlighting things and habits that were no longer serving me. I think it was also just bringing up unprocessed emotions.
12 ish AM: I felt really overstimulated and tired, and felt the need to go to bed. I work early in the mornings so I’m used to going to bed at 10 PM normally. I felt slightly thrown off my routine so I turn the lights and music off and try to sleep. Surprisingly, I think I fell asleep fairly quickly for being on psychedelics.
The morning after I did a lot of reflection on the trip and came to some good realizations. I have been letting trauma hold me back in my dating life and I’ve been extremely avoidant. I’m slowly getting back out there at my own pace and working on my fear of intimacy. I also have been a lot more conscious of where I put my time and energy. Instead
of doomscrolling when I come home from work, I will rest for a little
bit but then get up and do something creative or something that gets me closer to my goals. I’ve felt a lot more motivated to write music and I think I’m about to actually finish my first song.
I bought more chocolate and plan on doing some tonight. The whole time I was tripping I felt like I could handle more, So I’m gonna do about 2.5-3 grams tonight probably.
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