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Amanita Pantherina Accidental High Dose
It's in the title
I truly do not know why I took this mushroom. I had a friend who was regularly experimenting with them, resulting in a trip that seemed very enjoyable for him. Other than that I never saw another dose from this mushroom before or after his trip be what you could call enjoyable.
The only experience I had prior to this was a very enjoyable psilocybin trip and marijiuana bud and edibles.
A strong warning before I continue. If you do not have experience with amanita muscaria or large amounts of trip level narcotics I would not recommend going for a dose of this. Do what you will, but just be cautious with this mushroom it produces fear in the people I've seen take it so far. Not saying it's unusable, but you need the slow approach with this mushroom, which I did not do as I'm about share.
After asking my friend for a dose of it, we weighed out 7 grams on his scale which often misreads what's on it(a foolish error). We used whole caps without grinding them to homogenize the dose. I'm certain I got a hot dose because of the unground caps, and knowing what I do now, I got probably equal to 20-30 grams of homogenized dosage, because active contents vary drastically between caps. I took a god level dose.
I boiled the caps into a tea for roughly an hour with mint leaves for taste and consumed it.
Said friend went into the sauna up where I lived, which I was going to join after I consumed the tea. I did not set any intention, nor did I have any feelings beyond what I'm going to call dark curiosity. I spoke aloud to the cup of tea when I was alone before I consumed it, and said "do to me what you will" and promptly swallowed the tea. This was around 6pm
I did it on a empty stomach, and knew the moment it hit my stomach I was going to get my shit rocked.
I went to the sauna for about an hour and had a good time, and me the friend went back to his place because I felt the high coming on.
Over the next hour I got very hyperactive and couldn't sit still and was getting ridiculously high although plenty rational still. It was super euphoric and somewhat dark feeling, and felt floaty, not heavy like weed.
In the third hour is when a major shift happens. Complete alleviation of all physical pain.(I have scoliosis and a slipped rib). It was astounding. I was in ecstasy over it. This soon transfered to complete alleviation of the feeling of having a body. I was still perceiving what we view as the everyday world, but I could no longer feel my body at all in any sense. The body was still moving and talking to my friend, but I could not feel it. I was no longer my normal self, something had suddenly gone missing and I drew memories up and started reciting them as it seemed to be the only thing left I had control over.
Be forewarned that I'm using words to describe something indescribable, and as such will fall short of my desired meaning, due to the fact that language is simply a complex system of metaphors.
As I was talking reality rapidly became dreamlike, and the ability to apply concepts was quickly disappearing. I became aware suddenly that there was no difference between dreams and reality, and reality was a dream we got stuck in. I could no longer identify a tree as a tree.
I had the sudden feeling of feeling like I was flying and floating off into the sky, higher and higher. I told my friend I was with as it happened.
There is a lapse in consciousness. The next thing I am aware of is a constantly repeating loop of frequency buzzing or vibration almost. I cannot tell what I am looking at visually, literally. I couldn't even if I tried. There were no thoughts.
This repeating loop of frequency buzzing feels beyond description, impossibly ancient, and something I somehow, in someway, knew had formed existence for eternity.
I was now aware that I was in a grave situation. In what manner I didn't necessarily know.
My vision returned you could say, and all I saw in front of me was these golden yellow vibrant lines, shifting in on themselves, turning at impossible angles, bundling, and going on for infinity. I came to the conclusion that I was dead and had been absorbed back into these lines, which made up everything that could possibly exist in any way, shape, or form. I stay this way for a undetermined length of time.
At somepoint a measure of rationality returned to me. I wondered what I was going to be formed into next. I felt like I was crying and felt a melancholic sadness that seemed like it was going to swallow me whole.
Suddenly a audible voice spoke to me. I could hear it as clear as anything. It was laughing at first. It spoke and said "I know it hurts doesn't it?"
A complete figure of my friend that formed from the yellow lines was now next to me and and hugging me while rubbing my back. I was aware that this form I was seeing wasn't my friend, and was simply being used as a manner of communication. For what or who I didn't know.. It smiled at me and was aware it knew the conclusion I came to.
It disappeared, and I suddenly felt a invisible line, and remembered I had a body to return to.
I tried to scream, hoot, move, anything to feel my body. All was pitch black at this point.
My vision at this point unexpectedly cuts back in to what we call the daily world. To say it's a shock is a understatement.
I yell out HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
My friend is looking at me very concerned. I'm currently sitting on his futon. He asks me if I'm actually back in reality and I assure him that I'm here. I should also clarify that I don't feel all kosher at this point, although rational. My friend now relays to me the utter fucking insanity my body u leashed while I was checked out.
I thought I had sat on the futon the whole time. I was horribly wrong.
Apparently after I said I was flying, I went on a adventure. First, I went and moved a hot stovepipe with my bare hands(no burns wtf).
Then, proceed to try to tear apart my friends entertainment setup, bust open a giant tub of sour cream which is on the floor, rip open a 3lb package of ground beef which is all over the counter, hide all my stuff I brought to his place in the hardest to get to places of his house, for example UNDER THE BED IN THE BACK NEAR THE WALL, and bent a teapot lid which me nor him can bend with all our sober strength.
I also had skin on the side of my hand and foot ripped off and bleeding. It wasn't significant though.
My friend throughout this whole event kept me contained and controlled somewhat until I went unconscious on the futon until I came back. He was chill as all getout from a wicked hash joint I gave him, and was ready to share cool YouTube videos with me after I came back.
Unfortunately, I was no longer in any mood for such a thing, as I was still in and out of dissociation.
I bid him farewell, and went home. The total trip lasted from 7:00pm to 11:45 pm
The aftermath was hell. For weeks, every evening I would start feeling like my body was floating away, I saw shapes in the dark, my vision would become super HD at random times.i would cry randomly when I was alone or break out into laughing fits.
I became aware that my self was a fabrication, an alien, including my thoughts, and were controlling me and the source of all suffering. I had several breakdowns.
Long story short, I found the works of carlos castaneda. I won't elaborate more due to the nature of his work and how people are about it.
I am now I feel in debt to this mushroom, and immensely grateful to it. Existence is something indescribable and wonderful beyond all comparison.
And just so no one gets the wrong idea, I'm not a guru, I'm not spiritual, nor religious. All those terms make me wanna puke. I'm not trying to sell you anything, I'm just sharing this experience, as many people in my life have suggested I do so so it's recorded. I'm not special in the slightest. Neither is anyone else.
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