Converting the non believer

Thin he asked me if we can take some I figured he was joking, but i already had the scale out and handed him 2 grams thinking he would pussy out and give them right back but he ate the whole fucking thing I was shocked. And after all my research on hear saying "cubes are cubes" I would like to  officially join the that's bull shit camp. I wouldn't say our trip was anything special but definitely the strongest trip I've had on shrooms, but I am more of an acid guy but still up there with those trips too. But for me it started slow, we where chilling playing some PlayStation witch I don't normally like to do on psychedelics but it was such a spontaneous trip I just kinda said fuck it let the night take is where it takes us and that night it took us  to the couch and I started to notice the slight euphoria fallowed by a nauseous stomach witch went on untill my vision started to become super distorted not like geometric shapes an patterns or colors but like shapes began to implode on themselves but not drastically just enough to make them almost unrecognizable the one example that keeps coming to mind was the characters nose on the screen would be pushed into it's face but not in a cartoon way. And I'm pretty sure it was the shrooms but it started to make me really confused and I didn't know what I was confused about like when you forget what you where doing in the middle of doing it and it really stated to agitate me so I had to get off the PlayStation, I felt a bad trip coming on witch is boarder line normal for me when I trip and those thoughts set in that all of us who have had bad trips know so well "holy Shit I did it this time I'm never going to be sober"

"OMG I'm going to die" 

So on and so forth you get the point.... 

But sense this is some what of a normal thing for me I've developed the vary handy skill of sit in the corner shut the fuck up don't tell anyone you're dieing or you'll be in a psych ward by time the sun comes up if you're tripping still tomorrow deal with it then. Now this doesn't really help if you wanna feel better but it will keep you from scaring your friends and that's a .  knowing I was losing my shit I turned to Nick who I thought for sure he was going to be losing his shit just to find out he was gone. So I walked up stairs in the now pitch black house and found my friend sitting upright in his bed,  not being able to say much because of the fact I was losing my shit  and now becoming increasingly more terrified I could only ask if he was sleeping ( he was sitting upright stairing me right in the eyes obviously not sleeping) and then he mumbled some shit that I couldn't understand so I just turned around and went downstairs where I think I went through the start of an ego death I don't know. I remember holding on to the thought of my brother vary strongly but totally forgot everthing else who I was what I was doing why I was doing things but I could remembered that the image in my head was my brother that's it and couldn't even smoke a bowl because I keep thinking why would you do that there's no point there's no point in anything and at this point nick comes down the stairs with a big smile on his face and started laughing telling me he thought I went to bed and he was down stairs sitting on the couch and it completely flipped my trip and I wasn't confused at all my memory came back slowly and we sat on the couch talking philosophy and trying to come up with metaphors for the psychedelic trip experience and the best we could come up with is it's like all of the sudden you wake up and realize that your a clock and you see all the intricate gears and cogs that make you tick and your in Total aww that your just a  clock being a clock doing clock things and you'll never understand how it all works but your so Happy to have the opportunity to try. So at the end of it all it turned out to be one of my favorite trips. And the reason for the long into and the title is at the end of the night (6:00a.m.) we had litterly unpacked all the years of us knowing each other and got a really big understanding of each other and he told me he'd always judged me for taking drugs but understands why now and said he felt so stupid for not just not taking shrooms but a lot of stuff in life like trying new food or going to new places. Now he's helping me grow and where planning on another trip to convert one of he's other friends to the shroom side of the Force lol.

Mush love to everyone %u270C and sorry for the rambling