Shamanic transformation

I smoked dmt hit after hit after hit out of a bong in the shower just straight jim jam on a nug, no breaths between. I was having an orgasm with myself. My body was alive, a composition. My tounge stuck straight out and pointed where my awareness went, I transformed kneeling into a beast that I can most closely compare to that jaguar on avatar. Adorned with parrot feathers and pointed teeth, vicious by nature, dark and brightly colored. . It's like my true form was revealed. Previously I thought I was something else, a weak soft skinned fleshy creature domesticated and tame.