Last trip, about 5 months ago.
22.5 grams of fresh Sclerotia (truffles.)
Consumed at 10:30 PM with orange juice (ate the truffles
Last meal around 3:00 PM plus a tiny snack around 8:30pm.
Tripped in my bedroom (laying down in bed) pitch black and
completely silent room.
Wife asleep, sober and willing to help me in case of need.
Around 10:30 PM I started eating my truffles. Three of them
for some reason had an extremely bitter taste, pretty much unbearable, my face
while chewing freaked out my wife a little bit (my first time with truffles)
but after those three, the rest had a bit of a nutty taste, not bitter at all.
Texture was fine.
The Come up was way more intense than cubes. About 20
minutes later, I started feeling a lot of energy building up within my legs.
This is a good sign for me during the come up that the potency is high. The
energy on my legs kept raising until I started feeling a bit more of the body
high so I told my wife and we went to bed. She reminded me several times if I
needed something, to please wake her up (gotta love your caring wivesJ)
I felt slightly different that from Shrooms, it is hard to
explain, but I felt the energy different. This might be because I am very
energy sensitive and this is my first trip in my new house, where the energy is
very different than what I am used to. Energy is great, don’t get me wrong,
just way more Earthy than were my previous home was, so this might have made an
influence as well. I was happy because I felt that the trip was going to be
I am the lucky few that do not get any nausea on the come up
(which compensates the fact that I am a bit resistant against psilocybin and
need a bit of a higher dose.) A bit of weird thoughts came to me, but I
experienced psilocybin before and I knew I was in control, so those thoughts
left away pretty fast.
As usual, hallucinations were very mild almost inexistent,
but I do not seek hallucinations, so it does not bother me at all, I just point
it out for a more complete trip report. I usually get very little to no
hallucinations in my trips, yet the trips are very intense. Putting into
account that the potency was strong, for someone more hallucination-sensitive,
they would get plenty. I got mainly auditory hallucinations (one of the reasons
probably because of pitch black room.)
After a while of laying back in bed, my mind started to
expand and my consciousness to break the veil of what the human being can perceive.
The trip started out very weird, it felt pretty awesome for me to be honest,
but maybe it could have freaked out some people, I don’t know. I first
(auditory hallucination) stared to hear a lot of strange noises. Nothing creepy
or whatsoever, but very metallic noises and like computers. But this description
is not even accurate… is hard to describe the sound I heard, but it was like
very Matrix. From here, I could clearly see (but I know this was my third eye
seeing) that everything was information. Somehow like in The Matrix, those
green numbers and letters, but not exactly the same. I really felt that the
world we live in is fake. Nothing is real and the way human beings perceive everything
is way inaccurate. Reality as we perceive it is programmed, our entire world is
programmed, and we are programmed. Why, psychedelics, which creates no harm at
all to the physical body, are banned in most countries? Because these allow to perceive
the truth behind the mist we live within, we truly open our eyes. Collective
consciousness is an extremely powerful weapon that can both control the masses
as well as freeing the masses. If we all saw through the veil, the world as we
know it would definitely fall apart and we all would ascend (nothing to do with
death, passing) to a higher state of consciousness and so, a more blissful life
here on Earth.
I knew that in that moment, I could just walk through a wall
or just make stuff to cease to exist or to start to exist, but I was aware that
due collective consciousness I still have the same boundaries (despite my
believe) and that it would not make a difference, so I did not move from bed,
lol. But I really felt how much we are missing with our 5 senses… I could hear
energy, I could see in total darkness and I could feel everything around me.
I want to make a note here, as you probably know, a trip
comes in waves. They are more noticeable when losing the peak, and there are
stronger and softer moments. I found this to be extremely true and noticeable
for truffles, as I had moments of very intensity and then, out of the blue,
everything going away, even a relaxed and silent mind, and suddenly, bang!
Most of the trip was about the feeling of freedom, woe-less existence,
bliss, love and joy. I could feel very grateful for my life and especially for
my wife. It was a sensation of peace and love very intense. I kept wondering
why human live is so full of crap, pain and despair, and why we could not be in
this constant state of bliss all the time (don’t get me wrong, I do not mean an
endless trip/mindfuck, but a state of perceiving the world how it really is and
not how we are programmed to believe it is, that a sober life would have no
room for negativity at all as well as complete free will.
I was also very aware that my thoughts were not my thoughts,
that it was everybody’s thoughts and all their thoughts were mine also. I
realizing how much a single thought can affect universally.
All I wanted was peace and detachment from this controlled world.
I have seeking beyond Source in other trips, and witnessed the infinity of the
worlds and the universes, so pretty much I remained in a state of healing and
recharging batteries as well appreciating how beautiful the world really is
(from beyond of what we perceive normally.)
I know I had some other thoughts, some silly thoughts about insignificant
things and laughing over them, but I do not believe these were wisdom-thoughts
to learn from, since I asked my Spirit Guides to help me retain the memories of
what matter the most. I have vague memories of having huge desires to write
stuff down, and thoughts I had, but I had no idea how. Being in a dark room in
complete silent, warm under the sheets of my bed, I ceased to exist. I forgot I
had a physical body. I realized I was only consciousness (which we truly are,
despite being programmed for the opposite.) So for a very long time (time
dilation was heavy, so it is impossible to keep track) I was just
consciousness, in a state of bliss, peace, happiness, love and joy. Nothing
else mattered. Even I was not consciousness, I was nothing and I was all at the
same time. I did not even questioned where I was, or what I was, nothing really
mattered, it is very hard to explain, but I am sure some of you know this very
well. The truffles detach me from this massive programmed computer we are part
of and my energy ceased to be donated to whoever is leeching us (I really do
not want to get into conspiracy, etc. Did not happen during the trip, so there
is no room in this report for that.)
I am also lucky that my come downs are not bad at all. I
never experienced problems on a come down and neither did I on this one. However,
I feel that the come down from truffles was gentler. I did not experience the
classic, “Okay, the trip is ending. I am done. I want it to end.” And other
states of confusion that I could slightly experience with mushrooms.
Physically, I did not experience anything bad (I never do, only once on a trip
type ago felt some nausea, but that was due an energetic issue.) I slowly went
to pee and slowly walked back to bed, feeling my body, feeling my breathing
without doing any abrupt moves. Relaxed in bed on my back, breathing peacefully
for a while, while experience very tiny waves (I did not experience any
rebounds like happens with Shrooms) until I ended falling asleep.
I had a bit of a weird stomach for about 20 minutes or so,
nothing to really point out, pretty insignificant that upon breakfast, it
completely went away.