a world without me.

a friend of mine was home alone for 2 weeks, so we thought it was an ideal evening for a mushroom trip, so we went to the smartshop (I live in the Netherlands where you can buy them in smartshops) to buy 30 gr. fresh shrooms each, and to the coffeeshop to buy 4gr of weed (we also had some weed at home). When we got home we ate the shrooms and smoked 2 joints, waiting for the shrooms to kick in. When it did we all started laughing for no reason, and started seeing mild hallucinations, a friend of mine who sat next to me was the only one who was talking (which irrittated me because he wasn't able to stop . After about 1,5 hours I started tripping really hard whichI found a bit creepy and thought that i was sweating so hard that soon the couch would be all wet. I then wanted to go to the bathroom but halfway there I fell on the floor and wasn't able to move anymore I couldn't see things anymore, I just saw colours and patterns wherever I looked and started thinking as if the world was excisting without me in it and suddenly I felt all alone,I knew my friends where in the room somewhere but i felt isolated from the world and started thinking how strange the world was, I couldn't understand the use in going to school or to have money anymore. after about 30 minutes I was able to move again and "moved" to the couch where my friends were (all laughing at me for laying on the ground for half an hour)when i sat down on the same spot my friend was STILL talking. I noticed that I hadn't sweat at all.one of my friends turned on the music which gave me a safe and nice feeling, we began to come down and started smoking a few joints and sharing our experiences.