Trip Group: F, G, D and me. A was
there, but sober.
Trip Date: 9-9-13
Trip with: 5 grams of Cubensis mushrooms
Trip location: Outdoors. Surrounded by
trees and grass. There was a lake as well.
Consumption time: We ate the shrooms
Start of trip: Effects started to kick
in around 2:45pm.
Peak and duration of trip: Effects
started to be very intense at around 3:15 or so. It was hard to know exactly
due the high dose and effects being strong. Peaking lasting till about 8:00pm
Coming down: After 8pm the come down
started to happen, effects were still felt (on a decrease) until around 10-11pm.
The end of the comedown was very negative for some reason for F and D, but especially
for F. It was okay for G and me.
Recorded (recalled) hallucinations:
be more explained in the detail of the trip.
I will explain these more in detail later. These were my hallucinations: Breathing
effect on pretty much everything around. Considerable big waving on grass.
Color distortion (green becoming intense and twice everything becoming blue.
Heavy time dilatation, at some points feeling lost in time. Seeing faces on the
trees (both among the leaves and curiously, on the highest part of the trunk)
Massive mind expansion. Looking at faces would like pixelate, like seeing the
energy constantly forming the face and moving around to keep the face to look
the same. Very lightness feeling, like in a lucid dream, loss of reality
perception. Realizations about how small
and insignificant we are at a Universal level, how meaningless our reality is.
Effect of waves of energy when looking at a certain direction. Everything congested and expanded very
lightly. Time became meaningless, value became meaningless. Realization of all existence being an
Quoted from G: “The shrooms provided my theories of how much of an illusion
this ‘reality’ it is. I felt a lot of love and bliss. This was more of a mental
trip for me rather than a visual.”
Not much recall, heavy feelings of dreaming, feelings of being able to
overcome any challenged. Quoted from D: "The
peak felt like complete bliss, happiness... it was so intense I started
laughing and crying"
Trip report in detail:
I am going
to base the report in my own experience mainly, as I am the one writing it. A
drove us four to a very nice park with lots of trees, lots of grass and a very
nice lake. Despite it has been very hot lately, the day of the trip was
partially sunny and there was a very nice breeze, it felt awesome just before
we even tripped.
lunch to be on an empty stomach. G also skipped breakfast. We each had five
grams of Cubensis shrooms, all grown by F! We had the shrooms with Orange
Juice. D felt nauseous for about 30
minutes. G, F and myself did not feel nausea.
minutes after eating the shrooms, the trip started. G was checking on us if we
felt something. D and I did, but F was still not there.
I started to
see breathing on the grass. The grass had the same effect as the sea waves, but
it was very peaceful and very evenly. I felt a lot of bliss and happiness as
the shrooms were kicking in harder. I could feel how the energy around my arms
and legs was escalating and I felt more and more energized. I had a couple
jolts of energy, they usually happen at the beginning of all my trips for some
reason, but the jolt was not very strong this time, which is great.
My mind was
expanding fast and I started to get that feeling of being able to control
everything with my mind and I greeted my mind as a “I am so glad to see you
back.” My thoughts were going at high speed, but all positive and very amazing
thoughts, I was so happy to be at that state. I cannot recall all my thoughts
now, but it was all about how meaningless this so called reality is, and how
little and insignificant the human being is. I started to question the purpose
of the very Universe and the infinite Universes within other Universes. I recalled a memory as when I was a kid, to
not destroy a flower, as there could be countless universes within… after all,
we cannot see beyond the tiny particles that form an atom… I realized we might
just be a tiny fraction of an atom to something greater… and that something
greater is still a fragment of something even greater… and so on for an infinite
amount of times.
I had this
state of mind for a long time and allowed my mind to go wild.
As I gazed
into the trunk of one tree, I could see the face on an elder human being, but
it had the same colors as the trunk itself and It felt to me it was the very
consciousness of the tree. The face was sitting in a meditative state, staring
into the horizon. I found it to be
amazing. I could see the trees connected to each other, sending waves of energy
among themselves and very powerful. I could also see faces forming among the
leaves and the branches of the trees. At some points, these faces were crystal
clear, cleared than what we perceive as reality. The faces were looking into
every direction and there were like communicating among themselves, it felt to
me there was some sort of speech going on.
I had a
couple times a very strange visual. The intensity of the green increased
dramatically, to the point that it was very vivid, not a type of green we
normally see. Suddenly, everything started to become blue, it is the same exact
effect as if you take the red color from the RGB option in Photoshop. For a few
moments, everything looked in different tones of blue, until I blinked and went
back to “normal coloring.”
I had to go
to the public restroom, so I grounded myself to not call attention. It was a
little hard at first, but I was able to control pretty well. As I walked and I
felt the breeze in my face, I felt I was in a lucid dream, I felt splendid, it
was a very strong positive feeling, I felt free, without any oppositions, I was
in the here and now. I wanted to spread my arms. I reminded myself there were more people
around and that I shouldn’t call attention. When I washed my hands in the
restroom, the soap gave me a huge jolt that even my ears buzzed. As I walked
back to where we were hanging out, it felt like hours passed for me. I loved
that. I love to prove how meaningless and fake time is. I needed to focus to
know how to go back to where we were hanging out, as I was a little
hanging out there for several hours, laughing nonstop all evening. A told me
she has never seen me laughing so much. The energy was amazing and seeing
others tripping (especially G) made it an even greater blast.
felt much greater than it really is and very insignificant at the same time. A
mentioned the time a couple times and it felt very weird, as I felt time was
not needed. I just felt a lot of joy.
the end of the trip, I tasted some snacks (Secret Stash is called) and it
tasted like cardboard (while I normally like, they are salty.) G also tasted a
cracked from F and he could not eat it stating, “What is this crap you are
giving me man…?”
pretty much the trip, there was more, but this is all I can recall.
amazing. At the end of the day, I just wanted to lay down and meditate,
thinking of the experience I had and dozing off to sleep. The end of the trip was not as pleasant for F
and D, but it was very well worth it.