What is fun?

I picked up 11 grams and a gram of weed for myself, havign tripped 6 times, and my two first time friends(phil,joe) We ate them and began walking to find a place to hit the bong.

We all took one bong hit each, the popular comment being "i feel way too stoned for one bong hit," so we decided it was a good time to stop smoking and walk back to Joes house, the place wed be tripping. As we began out journey back, Joe keeps stoppin and laughing, making it hard to progress up to his house atop the hill.

Upon arrival, we went and sat on the couch and waited for the effects to really hit us. Joe continued laughing uncontrollably (sucks he laughs like a girl,kidna annoying) We hear his sister, two other girls, and 2 other guys come into the house gettin ready for a night of drinking. All i could think is "alcohol is for the heathens," i shared this thought with phil and he agreed.

I was now tripping, past the intital "weak" feeling which i always dislike. Joe started getting paranoid and he was upstairs telling his sister to leave with her friends cuz he didnt want to have a party(they were leaving anyway, dont know why he thought about a party)

So me and phil sat downstairs watching the wallpaper swirl and talking about how getting old is a really sad ending to your life, becoming senile and what not. He then told me he wants to get old together, and that i need to find him a wife, we giggled, and wondered where joe went.

We convinced joel to come downstairs and join us, but he was too busy flipping out upstairs to even answer us.
When he came down he was asking many questions:
Am i having a party?
No joe, nobody is in the house besides me and phil
Am i having fun?what is fun?
Yes you are joe, fun is something enjoyable you do
Am i having a party?
no
What is time?
Tame is a rate of existence
Am i having a party?
no
He asked if he was having a party so many times that whenever he would adress us all we had to do was say "no joe,no party"
what is trouble? all i know is that i dont wana be in it?
Neither do we joe.
Joe then told us to enjoy ourselves while he sat and worked things out in his head.
phil and i talked about everything:
"time is the backbone of everything"
"Life is a series of feelings and events"
"Why do anything?why not just sit on the couch all my life?"
"We gotta grow old togtheer, i consider you my best friend."
All of these thoughts hot so overwhelming i had to laugh them off because they were too sad.

Joe finally came back to us and the trip, watching the blood vessels in our hands swirl around being too confused to really do anything. He looked like he had been through alot of mental challenges, kinda like people who just had somehing horrible happen to them, "shaken up" i guess is the term.